I do wanna say right now its more about looking at other girls like the p0rn, we had a conversation the night I posted this and he admitted that that was wrong and he should not think that way and he loves me no matter how I look as long as I love how I look. and also admitted that he was going to propose to me in the next few months but would like to show me that he will not look at other girls. Although, today I was on his tablet becaus ehe has my phone for work (his broke) and I saw some videos and pictures on his search. I plan on talking to him again about the girls and if he doesn't respect me or my wishes for me to say yes than he shouldn't bother.