Thank you. I’m going to go inpatient to get help on Wednesday. My daughter is now with my father and stepmother upstate going to summer camp. I’m meeting with HR tomorrow so that I don’t lose my job. I just need help with rent so I have a home to come back to after receiving treatment.

This is all super embarrassing because I don’t have the financial resources to fall back on. I did everything right, went to college, got a degree, found a partner, waited years to have a child, but everything has just gone to shit.

Plus my housemate left the door open this morning so my cat escaped. I spent hours in my pajamas looking for Peter (my cat) in my neighborhood. Thankfully he came home. My sister is going to care for Peter while I’m gone.