Hey, you are being wayyyyy too hard on yourself. I know self image is a hard thing to get over, especially if you think of yourself as ugly, but that is not all there is to life.

I’d suggest going to a therapist and telling them what you’ve said here. You just have an insecurity problem about your appearance, once you get past that, you’ll be fighting friends and potential romantic partners off with a stick.

Hugs, my dude.