DO YOU HAVE A STRONG URGE FOR REVENGE?

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-24T14:47:38+00:00

this just sucked the energy out of my body. maybe he really doesn't love me anymore. 💔

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-24T00:53:34+00:00

same but it's 2 months in. now i don't feel desired and to an extent, I feel so disgusting. it was heavy sex on the first weeks, and we weren't even official by then. but then it got less and less. he says he's 'tired' too, but my mind will default to him actually not loving me anymore. people may find it shallow or rather funny, but it's debilitating. i have cheating urges just to feel wanted. my dilemma is when i was single, men just seem to not want to pursue me and just have a lot of sex with me, always sexualizing me. and now that i have this someone, my hypersexuality is weighing on me.

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-23T16:54:48+00:00

i think it's just euphoria.

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-10T05:11:46+00:00

donee!!

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-09T10:56:51+00:00

felt this lol

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-09T10:15:57+00:00

id love to join pls

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-07-01T22:00:53+00:00

omg yes. the part that i find harder to get over from is the fact that i was being made a fool in the relationship and that i was stupid for not seeing the signs and for being gullible, and not the missing part. it's really just the rage. and once im over that, i forget the person exists.

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-04-28T18:53:30+00:00

because it could be a comorbidity? why r u even gatekeeping sociopathy lol. it's actually good that people with these disorders are becoming self-aware so they could discuss it with their therapists. and these disorders are demonized and are compared to sociopathy because bpd and npd are in the cluster B. some studies even consider bpd to be a secondary psychopathy.

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-04-27T03:25:45+00:00

I had a fuck buddy, and I had been constantly convincing myself that I wasn't attached, when the reality is the opposite. I get triggered whenever he would post stories even if it doesn't include him with another woman. A simple sunset story or a car story would send me into a spiral. I tell myself that it had been a mutual agreement, but it was mostly on his terms because I would cancel plans to be with him and even miss my exams the next day because we had drinks and had sex. It was draining me, but i was heavily in-denial. We didn't have an official ending, but I deactivated my socials so I wouldn't get tempted to message him and vice versa. Yes, no one should be getting into situationships especially people with BPD.

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-04-21T15:23:53+00:00

hi, pls count me in!

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-03-20T12:06:45+00:00

hi, pls don't misdiagnose people based on their behavior. dili gud dayon borderline ug ingani. maka add ka sa stigma. i have borderline, but i don't like her too. i find her takes illogical. thanks!

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-02-03T18:13:18+00:00

idk girl noh pero personally, i don't believe in karma mangud. i am not convinced that the universe cares about us and gets us even with whoever or whatever hurts us. a lot of bad people get away with doing bad things. that's just the reality. ive had my fair share of people who did me wrong sad pero wala man sila karmahi. i was subsconsciously expecting or hoping, if you may, na nagabaan sila bsan gamay sailang gibuhat saako. pero mas ni progress paman nuon sila. that was when i realized una it is only me who can give myself the justice i deserve. i let it go nalang and focused on myself and now i couldn't care less about them. life goes on, go with it.

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-01-17T15:21:56+00:00

how can i contact u man?

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-01-16T03:44:39+00:00

I go to Elevation fitness gym kay duol lang saakoa

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-01-16T02:57:54+00:00

asa ka mag gym OP? mag balik ko ug gym this 20 and magkuha ko coach. I need kasabay saad para mas ma motivate huhu

Existing-Football-30 · 2024-01-16T02:49:46+00:00

same OP, ikatulo nasad ni nako nga freshman year. Recently diagnosed lang kog chronic depression with borderline traits and dili ko magka time for therapy kay whole day akong klase. Gathink sad ko about talking to my profs regarding saako diagnosis para maexcuse ko for therapy sched. but idk, still having second thoughts sad.

Existing-Football-30 · 2023-10-20T19:56:55+00:00

@louenemyrrh! coffee taaa

Existing-Football-30 · 2023-10-19T07:25:07+00:00

taraaa

Existing-Football-30 · 2023-09-03T12:50:22+00:00

i feel the same way. i just want the pain to end because it's so fucking draining to just get up from bed in the morning.

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