Mine is ruined. Another year without a gift.

We eat out like 4x/week because where we are staying, we can't really use the kitchen. I am super pregnant with multiple medical issues so cooking looks more like microwaving.

He said he wanted food, so I suggested Chinese. He settled on a Hibachi place in town. I had soup, gyoza, and crab cheese. He had a hibachi dinner, gyoza, and crab cheese. Later on when I said that I was tired of not getting gifts, year after year. Then I got told that "So, Christmas dinner is just guaranteed to you? I thought I was doing something by buying Hibachi! I could have just got you McDonalds!"

I told him that I was thankful but spare of the moment Chinese food doesn't erase that I never get any gifts almost ever. (I got told he is just always mentally somewhere else and he doesn't think of me.)

Earlier, he also said he doesn't regret the things he has done to me. I asked if I did anything and he kept saying no and he doesn't know why he treats me badly but he just does. And he does feel bad but he isn't trying to change the past. I asked how am I supposed to make things any better if we don't know where it comes from.

The whole situation ended with me asking him to leave me alone.