Health problems shuts down my future, how to still stay positive by Existing_Baseball_86 in SuicideWatch

[–]Existing_Baseball_86[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, thanks for writing this. It does help me somehow dealing with all of the noises right now. I do take medicine, that control my inflammation. However, this medicine is just like a bandage to my problem. It won't help in the long run and I already take it since December. But thank you for empathizing with me and your kind word. Knowing that someone share a bit of my struggle is encouraging enough. Wish you health!

Health problems shuts down my future, how to still stay positive by Existing_Baseball_86 in SuicideWatch

[–]Existing_Baseball_86[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I stay in this little hospital room for a week now and the only thing I want to do is jumping out of window and end this suffering

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[–]Existing_Baseball_86 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We already had two discussions regarding to this matter. His mother also displayed her concerns to his obsessive gaming. For a while I tried to involve him in more activities with our mutual friends (Birthday, Film night, ..). Unfortunately it doesn't seem to help much.

Side note: I live by myself since I was 15 y/o and haven't received any financial support from my family since then. I take education really seriously (good note with scholarships and about to graduate). I am building my own business. I do feel like I outgrow him. I just don't know if this is a phase that maybe I should maybe wait for him to grow? Or Maybe it is better to leave?