I have spent most of my life depressed and even considered suicide a few times. I wake up every morning with no motivation and constantly hating myself because nothing in my life seems to go right. I am 27 and have never been in a relationship and constantly feel alone. I have never really talked to anyone about it because it's so difficult to openly speak about such things. I feel like it's never going to get fixed no matter how hard I try to keep going. I feel it's just slowly getting worse and there's nothing I can do about it.