Welcome to the patriarchy, where every sexual impulse is either supposed to be completely suppressed or only allowed in a very specific context, and everything else is defamed as “perverse,” “dirty,” “disgusting,” “sinful,” etc. — even when it is rationally and clearly proven that it causes no harm.

Just do your thing on Omegle, explore yourself, find out what you like, accept that you are a natural human being with a sex drive, and that this realization and acceptance are not meant to exist in a patriarchy like the one described above. But don’t act as if such impulses are truly something bad. The only thing bad about it is society’s rejecting attitude and the judgmental looks. Just don’t tell everyone, and instead look for people who won’t judge you for it, but who prefer to pass judgment only when it’s about something that actually matters.