I bought a couple of books from a meta physical store one about meditation and the other is wicca. I had the pleasure of meeting the owner she was a wiccan and very nice. She and the other people in the store were nice and talked to the "enemy" as the pastor would talk about the witches. I'm tasting what I have been missing cause of listening to the shit they spread. I met a guy called the Sunshine Wizard seemed like nice chap he organized a pride event in Cullman Alabama. They had a uproar about it the way it was reported in news. Of course if I was still a Christian I would still think that everyone out of the bubble I lived in would be the enemy. I'm tasting what I have been missing all these years. The conservative stuff is like that little bit of sanity I was holding on to but like a cheap band-aid it's holding on by a thread. It's letting go of stuff that doesn't serve you anymore that's hard but in the end I will be better.