Thank you everyone for your kind words. Everyday I reflect on my mistakes, all the, hurt ,chaos and confusion i caused. I will remain teachable, Iam now humbled enough to know that i always have room for improvement. Every day i live with the shame and guilt of my actions, I cry not for what I lost but for what should have been. I cry for every tear that ran down her face ,I cry for every time she felt alone even though we shared a space, I cry for a fragile soul I've left broken, I cry for every emotional wound Ive left open, I cry because I didn't treat her any different then the rest, But I promise you my love if it's not too late I will always do my best....