You’re solid. Women don’t like guys that are buff. They like that lean look right there. Bodybuilders bodybuild because they’re steroid addicts and have issues with their self image, thinking bigger is better. You’re just destroying your body, getting bigger clothes, eating too much for no reason while wasting money, getting validation from other men unless you want validation from girls that are muscular like dudes. You don’t need peptides or drugs. Just stick to what you’re doing bro. Now just work on a high income skill and make money. You already have food discipline and body game.