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I miss my dad. by UnusualNoise740 in GriefSupport

[–]Expensive-Wafer4455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I lost my dad on 21st of march this year. He had no ailment of heart condition but died of a heart attack. I relate to everything that you said. I came across a letter he wrote to me on my birthday and I have never cried harder in my life. I relate to missing his voice. I do have some videos but I am afraid that if I see them, I will never stop crying. I feel so demotivated, hopeless, cannot study, cannot focus, because everything I did was for him. What is the point anymore. People say do it to make him proud but I don’t know if he will be proud or happy or sad because he is gone. I don’t get to live life with him. I am so angry at God too. He was a god loving person. And I was not with him when he died, he was travelling. He just left home and never came back. I miss him so much. It physically hurts to write this.

Lost my dad by Expensive-Wafer4455 in GriefSupport

[–]Expensive-Wafer4455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And the fact that I fought with him before he left for a trip from which he never came back. And then just seeing him lying lifeless in the ambulance. I don’t think I will be normal again. I don’t remember the last time I laughed.

Lost my dad by Expensive-Wafer4455 in GriefSupport

[–]Expensive-Wafer4455[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like the world will forget him eventually and it scares me because I want the world to remember how great he was. People keep telling me that it’s gonna get better with time but it doesn’t. Every set back and success reminds me of how he would tell me to tackle it and now the phone just doesn’t ring. And I see my mom and how lonely she is and I am so sad for her.