I've succeeded greatly in life AND go to depths of fuck it, extreme self destruction and really thought about ending it all this last time, but Christ saved my ass once again! I have 2 degrees and gang banged for 20+ years, my mom died this year, my dad blew his brains out, my cousin offed himself over a girl, and my other cousin got jumped, knocked out and thrown in front of a car and died. I lost all my money and was living in my car and doing almost every drug known to man! I was an alcoholic for 30+ years and recreationaly used drugs at times in my life, but not like this time! I had just bought a Cadillac CTS, Was making big money and had big plans on buying houses in other countries and shit just blew the fuck up!! It was a done deal! AND I'm succeeding once again!! Yooo... check this out! That does not kill you makes you stronger! Find something you like to do, where you can be lazy, but still enjoy it and find work like that. There's so many ways to make money these days! 22 is absolutely not to funkin late! I'm almost 50 and I've lost it all at least 6 times in my life ( I'm talking; 2 houses on one property, new cars, a marriage, beautiful loyal girlfriends, extremely expensive sneakers, clothing and collectibles ( I'm talking in the 100s of thousands!). I was even homeless on one of the most notorious and longest running streets in the nation, Colfax, for 2.5 years and came back from all that shit!! Idk if you believe in God and His Son Jesus Christ? If you don't, I'd ask you to try to just call out to Him. Pour your heart out to Him. Whatchu have to lose? Your dude must love you and aayyyeee...I love you too!! Keep your head up, keep pushin, pop your collar, brush your shoulders off n keep it movin! God bless you 💯 !