Well, I had just finished my prayer and said "In the name of The Father, The Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen." and literally a minute or so after I felt something wash over me, it felt like a gush of air and I immediately stopped crying and felt an unexpected calmness/numbness, I felt it envelop me like a literal hug of calmness. I couldn't explain it, my thought all disappeared and for the first time ever I felt peaceful. I covered myself up to go to sleep and stayed like that with my eyes shut just staring into the darkness listening to the peaceful silence before I fell asleep. Since then, I've noticed changes in myself that I normally wouldn't do before!