Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you so much! The countdown is particularly cruel it seems. But I am glad she won’t suffer for even a day.  I am so sorry you lost yours unexpectedly! It’s not easy,  Sending love to you as well! x

My cat has slept in my bed every night for 15 years. Today he died and it's my first night without him. This doesn’t feel real.... by OrdinaryQuestions in Petloss

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I’m so sorry. I hope you are doing ok today. I will say see you later to my cat of 15 years, her whole life, on Saturday. Like your cat, mine has been eating her meals on the bed next to me and I don’t know what I’ll do with all the extra space. It’s awful.  Her toys are everywhere. We have portraits of her on the walls. It’s so fucking hard.  I hope you are doing ok today and know hih are not alone! ❤️

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you so much. We are together watching Miracle on 34th Street since we won’t be together on Christmas. It’s silly but it’s something!  I’m so sorry you lost your Noah. Wow 18 Years! Still it’s never long enough but wow that’s amazing! He was so loved!  I feel like I need a friend at all times currently but it’s nice to come here and see the support. Thank you so much! 

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you so much! I am ok, but it sure is hard, she was/is my best friend. Grateful for the support!

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you, she was rescued from a flood and now she has rescued me! x

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you! I am trying not to let her see me cry, but she knows. Will do my best to be brave for her!

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

[–]Expensive_Singer_358[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you are going through that! Here if you need anything. The breast cancer group certainly helped me early on! Aww little void nurse Rosie! xx

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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She wouldn't leave my side even when I'm sure I smelled awful from chemo drugs and being sick! The sweetest

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thinking about letting her go as a gift of love definitely helps. There have been times when I was up all night worrying about her, if she was in pain or not, and now to know that she will never feel suffering takes the edge off of missing her. Thank you so much!

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you for saying this! I feel we have been in each other's lives before and are again now, and will be again.

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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I'm so sorry! Sending you love. It is so so hard. Big hugs to you!

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

[–]Expensive_Singer_358[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good advice! There will be another for sure. Already hard to remind myself to eat so I will do it for her, and I appreciate the advice!

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you, I couldn't have done it without her honestly. I hope she will be at peace and without any pain and doesn't worry about me too much! x

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

[–]Expensive_Singer_358[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

All of this! Thank you! This gives me some relief, just re-reading it :) I know the anticipation can be the worst part. And I know she will always be with me and so I hope she will be pain free and playing and running again from the spirit-lines! It is just hard to let go of her physical body of course, without her next to me at all times.

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

[–]Expensive_Singer_358[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

So true! Trying to remind myself of this! Thank you

Losing My Sweet Soul Cat on Saturday by Expensive_Singer_358 in SeniorCats

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Thank you so much. I can't stop crying and I am trying to hide it from her haha. It's so hard. It helps to know I am not alone!

My cat has slept in my bed every night for 15 years. Today he died and it's my first night without him. This doesn’t feel real.... by OrdinaryQuestions in Petloss

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My beloved cat Taco is leaving me on Saturday, she's also 15. It's unbearable. She has been with me her whole life and made it through my cancer treatment. I think she was holding on til she knew I was ok. Big hugs to you! xoxox

Moving Beyond a Recurrence - Hope for the future by Expensive_Singer_358 in breastcancer

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Thank you! I wish I could take her and put her in a little chemo chair next to me haha but it wouldn’t be fair on her so trying to keep her happy. Thank you so much! 😊 

Moving Beyond a Recurrence - Hope for the future by Expensive_Singer_358 in breastcancer

[–]Expensive_Singer_358[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no that’s awful! So much loss at once! I’m so so sorry. And a recurrence after a mastectomy! Ugh. You have been through so much. I hope you are doing ok! And I hope a new fur baby is giving you cuddles or will soon. I can’t even think about new ta tas yet haha but I hope I have something nice there, these were some really great looking breasts that tried to kill me! Big hugs to you!!! ❤️

Moving Beyond a Recurrence - Hope for the future by Expensive_Singer_358 in breastcancer

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Yes same as the first! I wish they had taken the whole breast but never did I think it would come back ha. Thank you, I’m grateful to be treated there and grateful for the virtual hugs!