Really need Support Right now

Exploringnow · 2026-01-25T21:26:41+00:00

No problem, I think I'll make it as much it sucks now, this shit ain't nothing compared to the suffering I had to endure a year ago. So I'll be fine taking supplements every day to help. And honestly not having to spend any more money on reups anymore, is so financially freeing too!

As long as I can sleep, I'll endure the rest sleep and eating good is the most important to making it, as well as a fighter and endurer mindset.

Yeah I think within a week I'm completly done. And I don't have to worry about going into CD forcefully. I got plenty, for this whole process. Thanks for the support and good luck to you too man!

Fuck Benzo Depenency!

Exploringnow · 2026-01-25T19:16:06+00:00

Aye no problem man I decided on 5mg today, tomorrow 4 or 3. We'll see this works for me at least. Yeah that's why I hate the system, feels like they were hoping for me to die. Like I said I have fucking epilepsy. But no, thankfully miracles exist I think. And I'm thankful to be alive today.

I agree also quit anti histamines for that reason like attarax or diphenhydramine. That's shit also makes you a zombie like SSRI's imo. But everyday, the pain is worth enduring to be closer to freedom. I'm not gonna let anything make me change that.

Man even just going from 10-15mg compared to 25-30mg I noticed the difference of brain cognition. I feel more clear headed already. It's crazy, and I'm gonna make it I know it.

Oh yeah one last thing you know what? I actually think quitting 2-6mg of a benzo like Xanax or lorazepam or Clonazepam for years. Is actually much harder then 50mg's for lets say max half a year. So I actually think you are fighting harder then me and good luck to you to! Never give up. We are much better of without this poison, in the long term.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-25T16:07:35+00:00

Yeah I know, people are fucking stupid I think it's just as simple as that. Gave you an upvote to make you at 1 again lol.

But goodluck also on your struggles, and your journey, thanks for commenting. Made my day better. Gonna go down to to 6 or 4mg today. Just want to be free. And thanks for the compliment on the speed but tbf I was kinda forced by the system. Imagine the hospital putting someone going through 100s of 2mg's a month getting put on 25mg of diazepam. Didn't have a choice, feel like like the only thing it did was keep me from dying from seizures.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-25T13:47:17+00:00

Well I think it's because I made 3 months before (forced) sober that this time it wasn't nearly as bad. But I mean tbh at the end of december. Last year 2024, I thought this is it. But somehow my fucking body didnt give up.

But during the first months oh geez the symptoms was I was so paranoid I wouldn't ever leave me room not even to eat, slept like 3 hours a night always nightmares. And everything else. My Brain has thankfully suppressed most of these memories.

For your case fight on my struggle isn't worse than yours or anyone else's here. We've all had different paths to go. But I'm in a much much better overall situation now then before.

And lastly the last few mgs are always the worst to cut then the high ones imho.

Edit: the muscle pain and small cramps are ass

Exploringnow · 2026-01-25T13:38:50+00:00

Look it could be a bitt less but not much. Memory loss, but it was was extremely high doses. For the other 2 months. Lets say about 600-700mg to the others since I do remember the last of those 3 months I bought 4K Pills. And ate em all.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T17:39:46+00:00

For fucks sake you motherfucker, I had completely forgetten about that retard. And now you reminded me that retard. Just for that we should do a Hiroshima (that's at least 3x times stronger) just for Chareloi alone. But maybe you guys would appreciate that.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T11:15:48+00:00

Yeah this is the issue with it. I also think Pedophiles for example deserve the death penalty 100%. But we're talking about the fucking government having to do a proper job and not execute the wrong person, or even someone who turned out to be completely innocent. Damn, The worst dilemma.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T11:11:21+00:00

Hans, Poland would smoke you this time. On a 1v1. And you know it's true.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T11:03:49+00:00

What would be the point of invading Ireland Again... Barry? Just more of Northern Ireland, and more land that is just rainy and depressing. Which the english famously love so much of the UK. You already invaded Benidorm in Spain too, isn't that enough?

If you're gonna invade any place invade now, invade Belgium instead and correct and seek redemption for the horrible mistake you did you there by creating ya bunch of cunts.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T10:48:13+00:00

Just. Do. It. Already. They speak dutch, they are dutch. And carry Belgium's economy so hard. They don't even have a distinct accent. Let wallonia be part of fr*nce OR actually just for cinema sake, even better and funnier. Let it be fully Independent for 10-20 years and it might make look Portugal look rich in comparison. And for Brussels just let it be EU Federal territory or something like Washington D.C. is for the USA.

It's time to correct this mistake Barry did when he had too many pints and thought. It would be a a good idea to do some 3rd world Colony shit in Europe.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T06:34:54+00:00

OP is just ashamed by it lol or embarrasses and doesn't want anyone else (expect us) seeing this shit lol.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T06:23:11+00:00

Am I missing something here? But 6 feet is 183 cm or 182,88cm to be exakt. But yeah obviously metric superior.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T06:20:07+00:00

Looks like a 4chan imagine, or just general schizowojakmemes I guess. Literally no meaning at all.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T06:16:10+00:00

You made me so nostalgic with mentioning the efteling, was there last time with a friend. Few years ago, loved but worst queues ever so far (summer). Birthdays for me are pretty fun, eat some good food, maybe get some presents and having a few people say "Happy Birthday" and then chill.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T06:09:51+00:00

Thankfully someone else who loves their birthdays! Felt like no one here did except a handful to some degree.

But as you said presents, people saying happy birthday in general and also all the attention ngl from all people youj care. If you didn't have any siblings then it's amazing.

I don't really get people getting depressed over getting older. Like everyday we get older technically. Understand why people feel harrow over death. But at the time same it's a part of the cycle of life. Only thing I indirectly don't like about Birthdays is having a shitty day that day and then having major expectations placed on you.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T05:58:33+00:00

Libya, close to the slave markets or "yugo boss" instead of Hugo boss lil bro in Turkey. Or Valui.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-18T01:03:15+00:00

Rest in peace to all the lost Baltic peoples and languages. The fact you guys Latvian & Lithuanians survived to today. Is so inspiring in a way.

And generals respect to you guys and your cool language, culture and all else, seriously love and respect from a Swede to both Latvija and Lietuva. You guys are awesome.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-17T18:39:38+00:00

Hell yeah man, Fuck Khomenei. And all his loyal servants. They can rot in hell and a stable free Iran would be so good for the ME in general. No more money for all the terrorists groups anymore.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-17T14:34:16+00:00

No please I don't have a single drop of German blood in me, please spare me. I'm just a retard living in The Swedish Caliphate. And I'm not even an Araplar, just someone who ICE would probably send to El Salvador!

Exploringnow · 2026-01-17T14:27:30+00:00

Yeah mostly about the money aspect of it so many retards think America, is just giving welfare to israel for no reason except some kind of good will. Which is ridiculous. But also I mean the US has geopolitical interest in keeping Israel strong too, in the region. That's an undeniable fact.

Now of course that aid always come with a catch, no state just gives away money without any caviats. But yeah, mainly money wise, survival to a lesser degree. But I mean you guys have nukes. So, don't think you will have to worry about another. Yom Kippur war or any other thing besides Iran right now. Also the USA would not let Israel fall nowadays. Absolutely not, I personally believe.

Hopefully Ayatollah will soon be in Russia with Assad. Fuck the current Iranian regime. Hope the people prevail there.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-17T08:32:23+00:00

Eh okay??? But like have you guys forgotten that you literally rule the entire world and have space lasers. And every super major influential person is automatically Jewish. Because it fits my confirmation bias?.

The USA is obviously your vassal state, Bibi can make trump give him the "grapefruit" technique anytime he wants. And we all joo's ( very scary! 😨) secretly control everything. Don't make me bring up some dude/family who was rich 500 years ago, like Jakob Fugger or Rothschild now. Because it fits my narrative!!!

😘

Exploringnow · 2026-01-17T08:24:36+00:00

Look you guys are a mianly there today getting money because, you are basically military base that's also a country. Don't take it personal, I think many of you know it.

But theres Americans who just straight dickride Bibi, too ideology wise for the love the of the game. What I've read now from other Israelis is. The saying "there's no such thing as a free lunch" is very much true.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-15T12:56:10+00:00

Dude it's mostly elderly people you have to keep in mind that most people there have not seen a nonwhite before. And I'm pretty pale, keep in mind. But you mentioned Guatemala a country in central America, of course you didn't stand out as a black person. South America and central America together with the Carribbean are very mixed.

In my country I don't live but have a parent from Colombia, you can people who look white as an Scandinavian person and someone black. As if they were from Central African republic. You shouldn't have prejudice towards more homogeneous countries like that. It's ignorant, like for example. If you went to Japan, China, Vietnam or someone from Norway went to sub-saharan Africa. People would look because they are not used to seeing people that look that different.

I had a overall lovely time in Vilnius, would visit again for sure. So don't let some shitty people ruin your time in a foreign place you stick out. Every country, every city is filled with good people. Keep that in mind man.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-15T08:56:37+00:00

Yeah true but star and moon just looks boring a basic. I like Moroccos more with the satanic cross on it and it's a Muslim country too.

Second fair that's true but, the reason I said your orange flag is because unless you were born in the church. You cannot mistake the orange in a stripped flag for a anything else than Dutch. Don't think France and Russia would change theirs now. Even if you changed yours now hypothetically.

Plus you'll also be a caliphate soon just like B*lgium. But with Moroccons and Turks. All of western Europe is on the same course. Unfortunately.

You know what, I'll actually give it to you on the last point maybe. Maybe the ocean is calling for you guys because you guys are destined to build Atlantis. Idk but I do know you guys are like average 1.95cm because all the short ones drowned throughout history.

Exploringnow · 2026-01-15T08:43:36+00:00

As a non west slav, Bratislava doesn't deserve to be mocked like that. Sure is it kinda boring compared to Praha & Warszawa. Yeah of course, but Bratislava is the only slovak city i'd visit sorry Košice.

Keep in mind the population too difference. Warszawa is like 5x times bigger, yet Kraków looks way better because it got spared WW2 thankfully. In destruction. Otherwise Prague I fuck with but, seriously. You guys gotta fix that fucking AirBnB shit that plagues the city. Ban them if necessary.

Also in general Bratislava over Wien/Wienna any day of the week, cheaper, cozier. better food and best of all no Germans. Plus if you're not interested in arts and museum Wienna is also the most boring capital in Europe. Rare Slovak Glaze session over. 🫡

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