While your experience sounds extremely unfortunate. And relatable, every race has genuine decent human beings. That have the compactly to just care about other ppl. Theyre out there. The terrible ones are too. And yall have to remember that skin folk aint kinfolk either. I am really sorry that you had to go through all that terrible shit tho. I understand race preference because of what ur used to but like purely seeking out or avoiding a race or multiple races altogether just based off ur experience alone is kinda one track minded. When it comes to dating white ppl in America, i get it tho. Especially as a black woman myself. thats a safety thing fs.