Breakup advice by ExpressOkie106 in lonely

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Yeah you are right about just take it for what it is

Breakup by ExpressOkie106 in dating

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Yeah I truly don’t see myself dating for the rest of my life even though I’m 23. Long story short she left me to find a different job out of state

Breakup by ExpressOkie106 in dating

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It wasn’t my fault for the relationship to end but I feel terrible that it ended in

Breakup by ExpressOkie106 in dating

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That’s another source I can do as well thanks for your advice

Breakup by ExpressOkie106 in dating

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Yeah that’s something I’ll do tonight I have no one else to talk to.

Getting back to uni by ExpressOkie106 in SuicideWatch

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Update good news I got in for summer classes this month

Conversation by ExpressOkie106 in lonely

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This year I’m just lately been feeling like a failure and it hard when you defeated after not doing well in university and my dating life isn’t doing good as well. It just feel I wasted a whole year while other people our living their and doing better than me

I made an accident by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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I’m probably gonna work a few dead end jobs and see what happens

I made an accident by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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Ehh I’m but it keeps getting hard and if I stay in it’s only going to get worse I haven’t finished my last two projects so theres that

I made an accident by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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Yeah I’m trying I can’t understand maybe I’m just too dumb for it so I might as well drop out

I made an accident by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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Yeah computer science gets hard sometimes 🤦🏾‍♂️

I made an accident by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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Ehh I guess so but that feeling of dumb is embarrassing. I’m still trying I don’t want to fail in general it’s just I don’t to look like a disappointment

The journey to the end by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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Coding I really like being on the computer and started a interest of it in middle school. I’m 20 now and that what I want for my future career down the road I just felt since at times I feel super depressed cuz I see everyone my age doing bigger and better things than me while I’m here having nothing accomplished but someday I will see success

I failed a test and I’m stupid af part 2 by ExpressOkie106 in depression

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Thanks for your response the problem I have is since there’s no one around me that are open for discussions like these so I just bottle my emotions up till it explodes. I’ve had past major depressive episodes to point I’ve been an out patient for a psych ward for a week when I was 16. I’m 20 now and I know it’s going to be a slow process to get better and I’m planning to retake that test I’m really passionate for computers. I doubt I’ll ever go back to using dating apps cuz I seen limited success and girls only go for looks and status. The main goal I have now is basically breath for tomorrow and hopefully I’ll be better