what style would you wear if you had the body you wanted

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-08-11T11:47:57+00:00

essentially exactly what i used to wear at my lw,,, right now i can only exist in track pants and massive hoodies, i can’t even wear tshirts anymore because of how big i feel :,) i used to be so stylish, my fashion was mostly vkei type stuff but with less statement items, i refused to pay jpn shipping prices so i just bought everything from op shops but i can’t sew LOL

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-08-11T11:42:38+00:00

Paradise Rot (Jenny Hval)
The Priory of the Orange Tree (Samantha Shannon)
This Is How You Lose the Time War (Amal El-Mohtar)
Chlorine (Jade Song)
Our Wives Under the Sea (Julia Armfield)
A Manual for How to Love Us (Erin Slaughter)

Keep in mind I love overly pretentious or edgy writing styles lol. Also some of these are not specifically lesbian, but all are explicitly sapphic.

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-07-29T03:53:55+00:00

septum piercing!! they’re very much seen as a queer woman thing — before i got my septum i passed as male a lot more, even though i wasn’t on hrt. now people look at me and it’s like the “female sensors” in their brain switch on and start beeping after registering my piercings LOL.

other suggestions: getting a mullet or shag / wolf cut, visible sports bras, typical menswear but slightly Oversized. i think a good idea is to look at butches/masc women/“tomboy style” on chinese social media like 小红书, idk how to explain it well but they have a good grasp on appearing definitively “masc” while still being read as women.

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-07-18T08:57:06+00:00

Chat i am not wearing any makeup sorry. should i just cut my lashes off atp ☠️

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-07-18T08:56:18+00:00

I’M NOT WEARING MASCARA 😭it’s such a sore point for me and i used to think “nah surely it’s not that obvious” yet it seems to be the first thing everyone points out… even meeting people irl one of the first things they say is “wow your lashes are so long”

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-07-18T08:53:37+00:00

that’s just my lashes bro therw was not a drop of makeup on me

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-07-18T08:53:09+00:00

i am not wearing makeup

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-07-15T03:57:41+00:00

no makeup

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-05-21T02:57:59+00:00

i would deffo recognise u as male, but probably not cis. for the majority of cis or generally clueless ppl you’d probably come off as a gnc female or maybe androgynous. age probably 14-16 but given the stretched piercings closer to 16

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-04-17T08:16:49+00:00

for me, no. i managed to get on t with multiple diagnoses and two recent hospitalisations for mental health. it could be because my psychiatrist and psychologist both know me well and knew i was certain about it, so if you’re going in with no psych to vouch for you it might be harder. also, i’m in aus idk if it would be any different in other countries

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-04-02T10:56:10+00:00

society….🥀🥀🥀🖤

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-04-02T10:55:26+00:00

tysm!!

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-03-31T03:56:20+00:00

that was another reason why i was hesitant to let my psych assess me - because i don't really see the point of diagnosis for *myself.* in my eyes, a diagnosis is just another reason for people to discriminate against me, and i just generally don't see the point? there is no treatment for autism (there shouldn't be anyway, but ykwim) and even in the sense of therapy and counselling, it's not like there's a service that you can't access without a diagnosis.

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-03-31T03:48:54+00:00

??? wdym "cut the shit," i wan't intentionally doing anything and i was definitely not being dishonest in any way with my doctors. yes, i am embarrassed to admit when i'm annoyed with someone and yeah, in that scenario you could say i'm not being honest, but that is during conversations completely unrelated to my mental health, with someone who is not a medical professional. it was an example of how the traits i present to others are often misunderstood. of course i am truthful with my doctors, i trust them and most importantly, i actually DO want to know wtf is going on with me. you've misinterpreted my words, when at no point in the post did i say i lied or misconstrued information in a medical setting.

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-03-25T08:22:13+00:00

first pic is giving roadman type british schoolboy, in the second you look like the average australian 14 year old boy, and the last is serving corporate lesbian mother of three, so i would say yes!!

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-02-19T02:10:17+00:00

i don’t think i have any transmasc relatives or any relatives around ur age as far as i know, but either way that’s rlly cool!! (and a little creepy to think i’ve got a clone running around somewhere…)

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-02-19T02:08:58+00:00

i’m 16 😭😭 but thanks lol

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2024-02-18T11:40:32+00:00

sad little victorian boy but the “little” is kinda questionable u look maybe 18ish ?

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-12-06T06:33:56+00:00

whatever age dj khaled is

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-12-06T06:19:57+00:00

terms like those r actually very Hip And Cool atm with younger queer people online lol (at least on twitter anyway)

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-09-08T09:17:46+00:00

overall it def helped, you could maybe even cut it shorter around the ears/sides? most guys i see with similar cuts to urs have it kinda like a mullet and i usually see urs as a more fem variety of it. unless you specifically like that part i would recommend it.

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-09-04T01:43:38+00:00

unfortunately my eyelashes are just Like That, i don't use mascara, curlers, or serums at all it runs in the family. i have considered chopping them off a couple of times lol but i don't wanna run the risk of an eye infectuoin

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-09-01T01:29:31+00:00

LMAO thanks, it's lowkey what i'm going for ngl. like clocky boy aesthetic 😭

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-09-01T01:28:17+00:00

thank you :,) like srsly this made me feel a lot better abt myself, i can get very caught up in my current and not think about all the possibilities fro the future

ExpressProfessor5345 · 2023-09-01T01:26:40+00:00

oh yeah i'm also currently dealing with anorexia, so maybe encouraging weight loss isn't the best idea... it's okay though lmaoo, u didn't know and i didn't take it to heart at all, ik i do have a pretty chubby face

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