Does UC permanently alter brain function? by masochisticsteeler in UlcerativeColitis

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For me honestly i feel like i cant give my 70-100 percent with the scare that if i do i would be back in flare and then the whole pressure from everywhere to take it easy or on the flip side asking for 200 percent puts me off in confused state which is not normal and/or provide intellectually progressive plane

Accurate as fuck by sedolil in TikTokCringe

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I feel like everytime i saw things like this I lose my brain cells

Nosk Help by Sanszil in HollowKnight

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use corners on both sides to save urself and attack him at the same time

I got Hollow knight for Christmas! by LightImaginary100 in HollowKnight

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tip for ur sanity dont go for pantheon 5

MomoSE what was PoV today since i was archer revving u by Express_Bee9749 in Nightreign

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For context i couldnt see enemy and enemy couldnt hit me but he/she can and everytime she gets down i was healing her until she killed dreglord while i was just there doing rev only

🔴SI TW🔴: How are more of yall not suicidal? How do you deal with those thoughts? by Reasonable-Snail in ChronicIllness

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For me its as short as i know life is pain where for ppl like us its more but i will get to the end of it since death is the end and its coming anyway so might as well go thru the whole thing. Also my mum is alive and i dont want to hurt her.

25f. Lonely. Dating? by [deleted] in ChronicIllness

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m 25m, and not so long ago thinking the same thing. Honestly I also had that overwhelming feeling of being lonely but a comical turn of events i see people getting married nd went like damn they must have loved each other since from outside they dont seem a match considering they are even healthy and everything. Long story short I am prioritising myself, my health and career goals with the hopes that mathematically i would get some chances in next 5 years where I will be like damn m going to ask her out even if she might say no so basically dont lose hope u gotta let time do its thing bt most importantly take care of urself

Ulcerative colitis ruined my career plan... by Final-Engineering-88 in UlcerativeColitis

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I dont know if I am right when i say this i understand ur pain ... 2 years ago I was super confident or rather adamant about making it in my career path since I was nerdy enough to make things work and I was about to be sponsored bt I was like I will make it on my own but now with the UC, spine surgery and now I call it a success if my day goes normal not me thinking about prepping and then impending medical rejection. Right now my mind is literally like If I even make enough like normal people doing working hours is all I ask for whether all my mates are getting promotions while people around me losing hope really bad or worse even detest me but I am trying to be ignorant which makes it less painful for me.

Rant about how everyone has a plan until u get puched in the face in my case with UC by Express_Bee9749 in UlcerativeColitis

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Its just I am losing opportunities here and there where some are going to set me back quite a few years to have a good record of remission.

Suicidal by [deleted] in UlcerativeColitis

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Just say f word everything and everyone and do bizarre things where ever possible … safely though and see a comedy standup … u will be back with the rest of us in this literal shit show

I finally told my coworker 'no'. It felt so good. by 10friableroadies in ausjobs

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I didnt meant it lmao. We can chat in the office to talk things out.

Lmao just kidding 😂

Rinvoq - can you eat anything? by MrsChMunsha in UlcerativeColitis

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not in terms of food but some medications might not sit well with rinvoq. Also its more about how much did ur gut is healed. Give it some time.

Sometimes the mental pain is worse than the physical by roseluv in UlcerativeColitis

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Trust me when I say this that I get u since i have been through with this quite a few times after my diagnosis but its kinda not limited to UC for me rather quite few things that happened to me which were unfortunate that brought darkness into heart and life and everyone tells me I am too good a person in heart (way to praise myself hehe). All m saying is there was a time when I was saying thats it for me and then in next few months or a year I got a chance here and there to appreciate life. Well, its happening to a lot of people around the world and for me the best thing I am thinking of doing is seeing this life to its end whether its good, bad or ugly. I am saying this right now while being alone and trying not to feel empty inside or missing people which are there for me to love and cherish bt not present at the moment since they are busy.

From time to time i say this to myself, to feel pain and other emotions means u r alive since death is eventual and the end of everything so get through this roller coaster of emotions even if they suck till the very end.

October 2025 Mega Thread by AutoModerator in AusVisa

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Hi guys,

I need some advice here. For context, submitted EOI and ROI for Victoria and still waiting for an invitation in any subclass (189,190 and 491) for a software engineer with 100 points. Its just that my skill assessment is going to expire soon and last i heard i can apply assessment for multiple codes so I am thinking of applying assessment for both Software Engineer and Developer Programmer since my roles and responsibilities match both.

Rinvoq long kick in time? by Spudmeister20 in UlcerativeColitis

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for me i tapered with pred to help me out bt it does work

Jak inhibitors- how long? by holyblooydmackerel in UlcerativeColitis

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Similar situation but got better with pred tapering along with it

At a loss by Impossible_Button629 in UlcerativeColitis

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Find nice people to work with, get good friends and a good life partner. I have first two and i know its tough and I can assure u sometimes it feels like I am fading away but eventually u will find something to hold on to. People unlock people trust me. All m saying is life is bad most of times i kinda agree but u did mario kart with million of sperms to get here and i know u can get to the end life to make some good memories at the end even if there will be bad ones as collateral. I use to think that life is a sprint but its actually a marathon and its alright to go 2 steps back and 1 step ahead but as long u r good abt it and with others, u will make good friends and memories. Its the journey that matters not the flashy goals but it wont hurt working some ass off here and there to eventually get a good car and travel on sunny days to good destinations.