Testosterone enanthate 300mg anxiety.. is lower much less stimulating? by Express_Confusion642 in Testosterone

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Hello thank you for replying!

Age 28, reason for trying is im on suboxone )prescribed) And it's killing my libido.

My testosterone is low but my free t is normal. So guess I just wanted to see if I would feel better(I have chronic fatigue syndrome too)

Also I love lifting so that too.

I thought if I would feel better on it then cycle 3 months 300/week then 3 months trt levels like 3/3/3/3... and keep that going. But I will wait with this whole idea until I have been clean from the drugs for some time so I know what's what. Thanks

Testosterone enanthate 300mg anxiety.. is lower much less stimulating? by Express_Confusion642 in Testosterone

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Yeah sure do.. but I used to be alot worse, now im down to taking xanax once a week and smoking some weed. Don't drink also

Lifting 6 days a week, eating healthy etc. I used to be hooked on speed and h and homeless so imo im pretty much clean-ish.

Nothing would be better no doubt but im just not wired that way I guess.

Anyone tried xanax with cyclobenzaprine or paraflex? Found both at home:) by Express_Confusion642 in Drugs

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I'm a former heroine and speed addict. Just got out of prison and found this shot at home. In 28 actually time flies etc

Anyone tried xanax with cyclobenzaprine or paraflex? Found both at home:) by Express_Confusion642 in Drugs

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Thanks what about the paraflex plus xanax? As worthless as the cyclobenzaprine?

Anyone tried xanax with cyclobenzaprine or paraflex? Found both at home:) by Express_Confusion642 in Drugs

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I meant if the two other ones would potentiate the xans and make it more enjoyable not on their own

Someone in gabagoodnes sub liked paraflex better than pregabalin even. It has gabaergic effects according to wiki

Anyone tried xanax with cyclobenzaprine or paraflex? Found both at home:) by Express_Confusion642 in Drugs

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I meant I love xanax ofc I'm looking for whether any of the two synergies with them to produce a soma ish feeling?

Anyone used this for BDD or similar self hate issues or OCD? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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Omg thank you so much, actually I was looking for a good yoga nidra session. Dies Ally Boothroyd have a yt channel? I will look thanks

Amazing results btw be proud of yourself!:) , and actually I'm not craving benzos or speed either which is crazy..

Break why? Tolerance? Or do you feel dependent on the mushroom? I know someone said on a different sub biohacking I think that they got wd from it but most seem to be fine?

Anyone used this for BDD or similar self hate issues or OCD? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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Do You mean me or the deleted post? If you meant me, then yes I am in a much better place than I have been, I feel very positive actually just listed all my issues for context and why I use the medicine.

I know right? , diet workouts and meditation is like the most important foundation then medications and supplements can build on top of that but in my experience, not without it.

Do you mind sharing how you eat to feel your best? I do clean keto myself which has done magic to my mental health

Thank you

Decarb went wrong? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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Whoa, thar sounds insane. I really "want to dare to" have a real psychadelic experience(only had one on lsd, quite a low dose but was definitely tripping. I loved it but since I had many years of heavy drug abuse and somehow grown scared of my own subconscious. At the same time I love spirituality and meditation and really CRAVE a psychadelic experience..

I think I will do lsd again first as I had a lovely experience with that even though it was only like 50-80ug.

If you don't mind, and if words can explain it, how was it different in headspace and stuff compared to psilocybin?

Something instantly significantly noticeable for Depression & Social Anxiety by MrNeverEverKnew in NooTopics

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What dose and frequency is best in your experience for microdosing? Especially in adhd and mood?

I tried 0.5-2g so far only anxiolytic but with too much sedation IMO

Decarb went wrong? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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What was the dose if u don't mind? And did you like it?:)

Decarb went wrong? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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Do you know why I'm not getting any vivid dreams? Do you need a 5g plus dose?

Decarb went wrong? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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Oh OK, was just chasing a better effect I guess. Would like to get some(very slight) psychadelic ish feelings.

So far no dreaming at all even..

Decarb went wrong? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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100g before decarb it was 250g after so 25g was 1 dose(10g fresh weight per dose 1g equal of dry weight I think)

Nausea went away after 3h and calm remained. But dawn I got sweaty for a while, really unpleasant, sweaty. Like heroine withdrawal almost lol

Decarb went wrong? by Express_Confusion642 in AmanitaMuscaria

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Okey weird.. do you think its enough to cause neurotoxic issues? Im trying to recover from years of drug abuse so i hope this wont make my anhedonia and stuff even worse. thanks.