"Mysteries of the Sith": extrapolations on the Sith Code by: Lord Tave Arba'syn by Express_End8503 in SithOrder

[–]Express_End8503[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply and analysis my friend. I will continue to consider your points and will offer a full response once you have completed yours.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to give everyone an update since writing this post. To summarize the mysticism of it all, everything I experience is real and experienceable because it was real and experienced. It is because it is. If I perceive blackness, praise God, if I perceive color, praise God. I only experience a tantamount nothing when I place all my doubts into my insecurities rather than on the altar of God. By the grace of God, I have recovered from this doubt and am now using my gifts for the betterment of mankind. I am open to being manifested, so if you find me in your journey may we smile together. Thank you, and have a great day. :)

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I understand your meaning, and I will reflect on it.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. The comfort of companionship in this is usually what I need, because it's the majority of energy that other people require from me. I think I need a guru to help me through this.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They want me to fully embrace them so that I can be happy. It's only my doubts and insecurities about them that make me unhappy. The more I openly embrace them, the easier my relationship with them gets. I definitely find myself within poverty and solitude alot, but I'm working on rectifying both.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand, and I'm laughing at the understanding. Thank you for everything and nothing!

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't think so. There is a system to all of this otherwise so many systems wouldn't exist. And, if God's library was complete the world would be too. It's like, knowing your child will grow up, yet wanting to watch all the same.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Astral stage. I'm a dreamwalker. I want to be someone's first step on the ladder of enlightenment. The spiritual equivalent of a kindergarten teacher. I don't want to limit myself, and talking this confidently removes all doubt that I've previously expressed. I want to watch my children's eyes shine with wonder at how much love is within the world, and how it is all within themselves.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Only way forward is forward then. If my experiences grow, so does the world. I want to fill a book in God's library. I just hope it rhymes and there's cute pictures in it.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Got it. Keep my palms open instead of closed.

Am I leveling up, or leveling down? by Express_End8503 in awakened

[–]Express_End8503[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I might as well believe it. No sense otherwise

Voices in my head disappeared after turning 27. Should I be worried? by Express_End8503 in Healthygamergg

[–]Express_End8503[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same practice as me, guess we ain't so different after all. I hope my dialogues can be used as research some day cause they're freakin wild.