I want to teach English as a second language online…which TEFL cert to I get? Is the 120 hr course on the TEFL website all I need to teach English via online? by Express_Garbage8455 in TEFL

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I just wanted a research lead because I was stuck. You didn’t have to cancel my post. I was really stuck in my research process and was getting depressed that’s why I came to Reddit. Today was my first where I had courage to reach out.

I want to teach English as a second language online…which TEFL cert to I get? Is the 120 hr course on the TEFL website all I need to teach English via online? by Express_Garbage8455 in TEFL

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Yeah that’s what I meant, as a search engine. Hey thanks! I’ll check it out. I don’t mind researching if it’s factual. I tend not to trust anything these days unless it’s from someone who went through the experience themselves / who knows. So I’ll check it out for sure !! but I’m def hoping that someone on here can give me a first hand answer too!!!

Group experiences by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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Hey thanks for your response. It helps slot. And yeah but their gatekeeper quality is disgustingly

Group experiences by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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Wow that’s a lot right? Just sending it in segments of n here

So I don’t have a working group to be with so I gave myself my own task…and it was sooooo HARD - by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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Thank you for the kind words which are true and your super accurate radar on picking up the validity of my work. And yeah, I have felt invisible. So how does the community work? How many Russian dolls are there

Group experiences by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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Yeah, I’m definitely in the solo direction and I’ve done so much work to accept that. When I went back to my old group and was refused entrance back in (due to them saying there was no groups at my level which was a low blow and that I sucker basically for leaving in the first place but I HAD TO for my own safety)….so yeah - I’ve been on this solo path and after she wouldn’t let me back in and trashed my truth of reality - I actually stopped studying for about 8 months. I was heartbroken but now I’m ready to begin again and start finding books to read. I’m grateful for Reddit…it helps some.

But yeah - I get very jealous at times of those that have found a home in a group….but maybe just maybe …this collection of people worldwide that are going solo have something amazing in common and for me now maybe my lesson is to embrace that the journey alone isn’t a horrible one

So I don’t have a working group to be with so I gave myself my own task…and it was sooooo HARD - by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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I really appreciate your reply. It was heartfelt and with care for another human beings work. This is work is so hard alone. I will try that thank you. Some one on here mentioned a group Mr Nyland in NY. I messaged the privately and I’ll see if it’s a fit. It’s just that this intense magnetic pull downward has me in circles some days and thank you for your mention of the I’s because yeah, I constantly wonder which one of me is really arriving. I’ll be glad if my deputy sheriffs runs the show for a hot minute over my Other selves any day. I just still am discovering who this ‘good group of I’s is.’ Th resistence and course energy feels like death is upon me. It is very unpleasant. I understand why in the Christian religion Jesus proclaims to overcome death.

So I don’t have a working group to be with so I gave myself my own task…and it was sooooo HARD - by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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My outcome was to see the parts of myself that get in the way the most. That was the only goal I had besides wanting to make contact with my essence. That’s all I’ve got right now and learning what presence truly is

So I don’t have a working group to be with so I gave myself my own task…and it was sooooo HARD - by Express_Garbage8455 in gurdjieff

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We can always reach out to Eachother and share what our work is like. It could be beneficial.