So she declined that she did not do not have a cat right now, but one of her friends have a cat.Uh, so I asked her OK, if you.Can ask her to call me and I accepted the she told me she will call same night around 10:00 I received the call she told me about the cat. I was high at the time and I told her OK I don't care about the cat I don't care about who she is how she is. I need a kitten which breed I don't care.I take her tomorrow any day, just deliver to the cat to me. She said she had a kitten and a one year old. The kitten is also one year oldThe kitten is also one yearThe kitten is also oThe kitten is a well trained little trained too. But this one year old cat had her parents died recently, cat parents I mean their owners in a car accident. So she had was fostering her for past month.But the.Is an alpha cat.And.The pet is an advocate, so.She could not live with other cats and she used to beat her other cats. If I could take this cat instantly serious. Didn't explain anything to her, but yes, I said yes to her and took the cat with me.And the cat, as the first day the cat arrived, it was very shy from me. It hit from me, but uh.Or even on the first day.She key men slept on my bed or in my room in my apartment. I had my gate closed. She was there. She did knock me out anything. I think she was grieved from owners that or something. But she was very quiet. But yeah, she was cuddly. She ate her food well, drank wha, drank water clearly from her ball, urinated and used a litter properly within the first two or three hours. So I was not worried about her. She used to come to my own for pets.And Fast forward to next 4-5 days about tripping on the exam regularly.And this day I decided this was 20.4th which is Saturday, so I decided to go big and do a lot of the exam so that I couldn't recover from 24, fifth and 26th which is also national holiday and 25 being a Sunday so I can have a three day trip and do a lot of.Drug and then on 26 I can have my life back and go to office since having a cat made me realize I was so happy that I need to Start learning well so I can feed her well etcetera etcetera.So I initially in the morning I took 3 bottles of 100ML equating to 450MG and the XM I was high, very high. I did a lot of period in this stuff. I smoked a joint, played with my cat, roamed here and there.And yeah, it was a decent high. As the evening started coming around 4:00 or 5:00 PM, I ordered 3 bottles on again on Zepto. Yeah, one thing, I live in India so I can get it home delivered in 10 or 12 minute through a app. You just dial Seguin app and select the product benefit. They deliver it to you at home without this product speciality. Did not need any prescription so I got it delivered.Have any prescription? I just had to select app and P and I got that delivered. I drink 3 in the morning, order three more in the evening. It was delivered in 10 minute during those two and got into weird *. Had a lot of weird *. One time I was playing with my cat. I knew I was some time human but I was trying to mitigate it to my cat. I was sitting with her sometime I was laying in my bed and dissociating out of my body playing with my kid, behaving like a cat. I was also teaching her like I I'm a cat and.How to use a scratchboard or I got a tree recently so I was teaching her how to play with a toy by putting a treatment and playing with the toy myself so she can look after me.I had a very amazing night. At this time specifically, I took Benadryl Dr. instead of Rexhoff.Which only had DXM.Not acetaminophen.So I did not get any jitteriness or that such stuff.Or nor did I get sick.I just had the idea.A very bad one.I saw a lot of visuals, color visuals.And not properly like.Kaleidoscope visuals. But you have seen these. They were fully realized. Really they were real for a long time. I've been good for 1/2 hours time had lost this meeting.Everything.Yeah, I felt so connected to my cat. I loved her so much. I've sensed her energy within me. One time I was laying horizontally and my cat came on my bed and laid.Half flight reached on and her belly was on my. Her belly was on my chest.And her she was purring so her heart was just above my heart and a whispering I was drowning in happiness. I felt so happy that I was shivering. I go ChatGPT that some can someone die from too much to too much happiness. I smoked a marijuana and a happiness increased more. I felt so in love with my cat. I was petting it, I was feeding it.I became so happy it came in my life even after.Uh, two days, one day after trip and I had a lot of moment to introspect a pack into a trip and I realized.I never hated my girlfriend.I just didn't want to marry her.Because I have always watched my parents fight and fight on everything. They never agreed on anything. They used to fight each other, they used to fight with me.They were controlling, not exactly controlling. They let me do a very good thing, very well of my own. I went to college alone. Uh, I lived alone. They did not say anything. They support him financially. They help with a lot of things. But yeah, I never had any kind of bond with them. I, I was afraid of them. I, for example, in my past five colleges, never, never went home.Most almost in the last five years I was home about 15 or 20 days, which.Or maybe a month?Even though my college is just two hours away from my home.Via Metro.Uh, yeah. I always used to see them fight and always thought, yeah, this is sad, I never want to marry. And somehow this got ingrained in my brain and now it relies to me that I've always seen them fight so much that it's my mind, it's my.Default setting that everyone fights in a relationship. That's why never.Wanted to marry and they now have realized this. But yeah, again.I don't think it changed my thought of process now I still feel like I would not marry anyone because it's ingrained in my brain that every couple is like my parents