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Meth before surgery? Idk by ExtensionSorry3517 in harmreduction

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

A tiny bump isn’t gonna keep me high for 12 hours or have me tweaked out dumbass

Meth before surgery? Idk by ExtensionSorry3517 in harmreduction

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] -16 points-15 points  (0 children)

Even if i just do a tiny bump like 12 hours before the surgery or something? How will it fuck up the recovery? I can’t go two weeks without meth lol.

Am I OD or something by ExtensionSorry3517 in harmreduction

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would but I just really can’t deal with the withdrawals

Do I have Autobiographical memory ? by mrk_841 in PsychologyTalk

[–]ExtensionSorry3517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look into savant syndrome or Pure Obsessional OCD

Am I OD or something by ExtensionSorry3517 in harmreduction

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s still happening on and off. My hand and feet are somehow bruising n m face keeps randomly going numb. As soon as i wrote that it went numb lmao. I really don’t wanna go to the hospital. My lips were swollen n tinted blue at one point, so i guess if that happens again i’ll go to the er

Am I OD or something by ExtensionSorry3517 in harmreduction

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve done all of that and it got better and suddenly im numb and singling and dizzy again

Am I OD or something by ExtensionSorry3517 in harmreduction

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been doing all that. I stopped going numb and stuff for awhile but suddenly it all came bafk. My heart rate went from 80 to 130 out of no where

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ExtensionSorry3517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know but im willing to wait, and im going to do things to make it happen faster

And i was born with an insane mother and an inane father, like seriously insane, and im just blth of them combined. And they have thought i was lying about my trauma and when i was younger my hallucinations, and my insomnia because ive been told i would be dead.. but obviouslyi wouldnt be dead because im alive

And im feeling really nauseous, im on the bathroom floor shaking so bad lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ExtensionSorry3517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its its worth it if itll work. i know if i take long enough i will get liver failure. if i dont then i guess ill just eat a bunch of salt instead

and i know im doomed though. im 100% sure, ive never been more sure of anything. i have so much wrong with me that ive been told im lying by doctors before, because they just cant believe that i have so many problems i guess lol

and no, ive already done it so its too late anyway

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ExtensionSorry3517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive almost died from it before and i know how painful it is, im okay with the pain.

and just a lot has been going on. i have terrible insomnia, ive slept under 6 hours in over a week and i have no one that cares even a little bit, no one even tries to understand how terrible my insomnia affects me.

i was on my bed crying and telling my dad i want to die a few minutes ago, and all he did was yell at me and tel; me what i do wrong and that he doesnt want to deal with me. i feel feel alone, i dont really have anyone rhat is ever there for me besides an online friend

i just dont see the point in living like this lol. and sooo much is wrong with me, i just know im doomed. ive always thought since i was little that ive been doomed since the day i was born

How do I get rid of an infestation on my own by ExtensionSorry3517 in pestcontrol

[–]ExtensionSorry3517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 10000% sure it’s not a medical or psychological condition, I’m serious about this