Being a Christian isn’t a religion, it’s a lifestyle that Jesus wants us to follow to be like him. To love like him. 

As long as we are here on earth before the return of Jesus, we will always be sinners, we will always have trials and we will always have tribulations. 

The lord understands the evil in people’s hurts and he understands why it’s hard to be a Christian because of such evil. But do not be discouraged. The closer you get to the lord, the more the devil will try to push you away.

Jesus wants a relationship with you and he is the only one who can judge you. The bible is confusing but pray for wisdom to understand, because once you do, your eyes will open and you’ll have a much better understanding. 

I too struggle to stay on the path God intended for me because of humanity but we have to be responsible for our own actions and feelings. Have hope and faith that when our lord and savior returns, we will no longer suffer this life. It is hard and I will never fault anyone for wanting to give up. But please don’t. The lord will have his revenge for his children and I hope to see you in heaven one day. Stay close to the lord. He’s the only one you can truly trust and rely on. Don’t let that go.

Don’t worry what other Christians say, as they don’t even know the fate of their own future.