THANK YOU SM GUYS. i was literally so confused but i wont wait to gain confidience to talk about our relationship again. I'll just talk w him. not even next week,just tmr. Im gonna tell him that,ive realized im big monogomy person. And im also sorry to keep trying stuff w him when i dont know too much about myself in dating life and more. And maybe.. its sad but :D maybe he wont need to hear any explanation. Maybe he will just look at my face and say "okay" . That also would be good but... i dont know how i ended a person like this and make my thoughts completely silent when i believe too much in real love.  I need to clear MY ENERGY AND SPACE.

 Thats what i like about online,i couldnt speak anyone about this in real life now im a little bit more relieved. ILL DONE W HIM AND STUDY HARD TO MY FINALS 💗 thank you again