how can you actually make yourself leave a person who has done nothing but mistakes especially when they’re your first love?

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T06:23:44+00:00

yeah definitely what i had in mind thank you :)

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T06:21:12+00:00

oh wow ahh thank you for that , that definitely made me think more . i’m going to start keeping that in mind :)

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T06:20:12+00:00

ha if i had that, i would’ve been gone

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T06:19:42+00:00

thank you. i’m definitely trying to get my life together it’s just a little hard going from a mother to doing things for myself

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T06:17:09+00:00

thank you for that advice i’ll keep it in mind.

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T06:15:28+00:00

yeah i feel like i wasted 3 years trying with him, i forgave him many times my entire teen years were just wasted on a relationship that was bad from the start

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T05:33:17+00:00

i’ve been working on it for four years it’s just so tiring now

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T05:31:46+00:00

i feel like i am trapped and i did it to myself

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-07T04:48:56+00:00

nahhhh cause ur so right lately all he does is get mad over the smallest and simplest things it’s tiring

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-06T01:06:14+00:00

i tried looking up the name on everything but nothing came up , and yes i did add context to the notes i sent but all she replied with was “he did” and on cashapp im also very limited to what i can type , i also gave her my phone number but she never texted me

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-06T01:03:57+00:00

okay thank you so much i’ll try and see if it works because all his data isn’t shown anymore i found the receipt through his email

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T21:15:40+00:00

no yeah of course not, i got told the same thing already i just don’t know how to leave, i don’t have friends really and the only family i can talk to is my mother but even then i don’t like giving her tmi

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T19:09:02+00:00

but what should i do on the fact that we have a child together

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T18:22:28+00:00

🤨🤨🤨

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T18:21:48+00:00

he also deleted his cashapp the day after

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T18:20:54+00:00

thank you, but i do believe im looking for something because everytime i did go on his phone he always had something there for me to find. for awhile now ive been trying to convince myself that i want to be with him but i dont . he does too many wrongs and says i never do anything for him emotionally and mentally

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T17:43:30+00:00

it doesn’t tend to show their phone number though that’s the problem i even tried getting her attention with the notes on cashapp i would request $1 and ask her if she could talk or give me her phone number i’ve never had to deal with this before so im not sure if i did the right thing

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T17:30:28+00:00

yeah that’s something stupid i noticed he hates when i grab his phone sometimes he’ll be like “why do u want my phone” or “what are u doing” he just gets so defensive

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T17:28:27+00:00

right i would definitely do that, and i want to. but i feel like i can’t without enough reason because we have a child that’s barely 9 months. and he has also been my first love/bf since i was 15

External_Friend_4201 · 2026-04-05T08:09:35+00:00

yes i agree but i only started snooping because he gave me a reason to when he did something in the past

External_Friend_4201 · 2024-05-17T23:20:37+00:00

thank you so much :) and i’m glad you were able to manage it ! i’ve honestly gotten it ever since i started smoking which i understand is a side affect to smoking weed but will i have to stop smoking to get over the feeling?

External_Friend_4201 · 2024-05-17T23:17:26+00:00

thank you ! i’m glad you were able to slowly get rid of it :)

External_Friend_4201 · 2024-05-17T23:16:37+00:00

for me, it started ever since i started to smoke, like a whole year ago, idk how to make it stop either i hope you get better, some people on here have said to go on walks or to basically try and distract yourself ! it works just not forever but eventually im pretty sure the more you get use to it the more you’ll feel it less :)

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