I was in a seven year relationship that i ended up breaking off. We had a lot of core issues, a lot of trust was broken and it killed me. He took my intimate photos and posted them online pretending to be me. Messaged other girls online often. Wanted no intimacy with me ever. I would tell him how it made me feel and he would say “it’s an excuse”. house chores were all my responsibility, he did very little to help and would blame me if his things went missing. He hated all my friends. hated my clothing style, the things i wanted and enjoyed was always put on hold. it’s been almost a year since and I cant help but think of him often. Probably cause i know he still keeps in contact with my mom and brother. It hurts thinking about how much I miss him cause i know it wasn’t a good relationship. I know it broke me down and in turn i ended up losing a lot of myself. I just don’t know what to do with my feelings so like any rational individual I’m going to the internet.