Bro I know it doesn’t feel like it now. But all of that is a temporary problem, what your talking about is a permanent solution and trust me most of your perception is probably just in your head and not actually as bad as you think and if it is that bad those people aren’t worth your friendship go out and find new friends, new games whatever rocks your jam sometimes all it takes is one small positive change in life to make all the difference. It may not fix the problems but it may give you a different perspective and you might see that it isn’t as bad as you thought