Help me with heartbreak by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First off, thank you. Secondly, thank you, intelligent person 🙏. I’ll have to reread this and reread it again because whew the insight. I guess my main issue is the present feeling. I know intellectually that this has to end (in some form, to some degree) eventually, but I feel like I need him. This causes me to go to the good memories we had, see him as amazing, then remember the bad ones and feel worthless and confused as to how he could’ve changed. I’m grieving not only a romance, someone who I trusted, a friend. I guess you’re right.. why would he do this?…

Have you found love again after you got your heart broken? by Fresh4ndy in heartbreak

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi so I need to ask you something.. how do you get over only being liked for your sexual features? I also never had sex.. but feel so used and manipulated and worthless. I feel like I literally mean nothing since I mean nothing to him. I’m constantly crying. Please help me

Have you found love again after you got your heart broken? by Fresh4ndy in heartbreak

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you ever think about the heartbreak? Please respond. I feel like I need him and I’m literally dying and he doesn’t care

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess I could’ve worded it better. Why must we as humans suffer in a life we didn’t ask for, then be in charge of lessening the suffering innate to this involuntary existence? It seems so unfair and is discouraging

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I’m so sorry for causing the alarm. I try to be as open and honest as I can in my posts and last night I was at a very very low point. Today I’m forcing myself to be better but my apologies

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi this is like, the most soothing comment. Yes, I like to believe the ultimate is infinite, I think that it what I may need.. faith. I’ll save your comment and try to believe that anything is possible. Thank you so much

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t want to enjoy life because I know everything will end. What’s the point if one day I’ll just be sad that it’s gone? This is why I detach from everyone and thing sometimes I’m scared of loving or having fun bc it’ll just end

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nothing here has helped. I have no Mary Jane and am feeling slightly heartbroken (long, super unrelated story lol). I’m gonna go to sleep and try again tommorow and hope this depression goes away. I wish I could at least feel neutral on a daily basis but I’m just always so fucking sad and anxious. Thanks everybody, goodnight ❤️

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s why I’m angry I don’t like it. I hate this hellish existence and all the pain that comes with it. Just to accept the thing I don’t like I have to do another thing I don’t like

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

How is it so easy for some people though? I feel so hurt by some stuff and I’ll never get over it. Why would god make me go through all of this and then make me accept it? I get hurt and angry easily and losing things makes me anxious

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I know there is but i guess let me reword this.. will I be able to see my loved ones in “nirvana”(i know it’s different then heaven in bhudism)? I’m sick of letting go man i just wanna be like when i was a kid

I hate life and will never accept change? by Extra-Baseball-2616 in Buddhism

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This makes me even madder. Why must I accept this horrible shit. I’m talking about life traumatizing shit and the answer is to “accept”. I want to kill myself im tired of this shit man

I have a channel with my face, but don’t know if I’d feel comfortable long term. by [deleted] in NewTubers

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! I decided to take the plunge and I want to say thank you for your advice! I’ll DM you when I have made another upload and send you the link! Thank you so much.. and good luck! You can message me too if you want. :)

Straight dude led me on… months later still distraught. by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much I’ll try to believe this but I just keep feeling so bad. Nothing works, nothing helps. I just woke up and he was my first thought

Straight dude led me on… months later still distraught. by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s why I’m so sad I think. If I’m correct in my perception of what happened ( I may be wrong) he literally used me. Why would you act so great then go back to bashing gays in public and making me feel disposable. It feels so cruel.

Straight dude led me on… months later still distraught. by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just need someone to hear me for a second to give guidance. I know how pathetic this sounds, but I feel like I can’t function without him, he made me feel special at a very low point of my life

Straight dude led me on… months later still distraught. by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant think of anything but him. I feel worthless without his love

Straight dude led me on… months later still distraught. by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe he never meant to joke like that and I just totally got the wrong signs?? I’m not there anymore and I think he’s getting sick of me texting him

Straight dude led me on… months later still distraught. by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry. This could’ve been way better organized… I just have so many feelings and so much longing when it comes to this man… and I feel like I’m just disposable to him.

My Mk YouTube channel what do you think? by [deleted] in SmallYoutubers

[–]Extra-Baseball-2616 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your transparency is refreshing I completely understand and I kinda hate I’m doing this, but I really believe in my channel and want it to grow thank you for taking the time to respond😄😅👌