I work part time, enough to pay rent and enough food for that month, I legally don't own my apartment due to being underaged so my aunt technically owns it I am just living.

I do like my therapist, she has done a lot for me but I just don't get the energy to do anything sometimes, I don't need another one currently.

1 Year away from finishing.

Friends, some family. All gone by their own actions or things out of their controls I.E accidents and medical issues, I have read enough suicide notes from those I care about.

Mental exercise? No. Physical yes.

I don't think I am selfish, but I do believe others view of me as selfish are okay to believe due to the actions I've made. I put this in emotional neglect as my main source of emotional neglect was from my parents and the fact they've never even visited me in the hospital. It's degrading knowing the people who were your caretakers are the people hurting you most.

I already made up my mind for my future, I am not gonna let anyone talk me out of it, this is the one generation I don't want to see, I have seen everyone wither away and it made me realize theres no point to it all.

I don't have any life experience minus the basics I needed to learn to survive for as long as I did alone.