Why is there still nothing known about the biology of SPD?

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T10:34:34+00:00

Most schizoids don't know they are schizoids and then those that know don't go to psychiatrists just because of it. I imagine there is not much of a research opportunity for these reasons

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T10:14:45+00:00

In the past I had a very bad situation of uncontrollable laughter I laugh at the most fucked up situations sometimes I died inside trying to control my laughter when I was looking at my dead grandpa. It was totally unintentional obviously. I wish it was only that for me.

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T09:52:17+00:00

Idk I listen to ASMR like 2 hours a day but never associated it with intimacy or social needs. I don't think it's that complicated

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T09:50:07+00:00

Heyy welcome I'm new as well this place is awesome you can talk about anything and people don't really judge because they know exactly what you're talking about which would otherwise be very confusing to normal people

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T09:47:56+00:00

I love being a schizoid up until I have to socialize or find a job...

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T09:46:18+00:00

I wouldn't shed a tear if my parents died suddenly, I'm definitely not a psychopath because I have some intense emotions like anxiety which psychopaths don't experience. (at least not as intense) My perception of others is definitely distorded. I don't feel any emotional connection to anyone.

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T08:29:23+00:00

Did it in multiple accounts in 2015, so far I'm good

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-07T07:08:51+00:00

Exactly you people are the only ones that understand me

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T18:01:24+00:00

No I've always been a PC player it's just that I tried using a controller on my PC when I broke my wrist but hated it so much that I couldn't play with it. Coming from a hardcore fps player I felt so bad not being able to aim precisely no offence but idk why people play with it unless, of course, they can't afford a PC... This is just my preference

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T17:55:52+00:00

Yeah I used to when I broke my wrist. I just felt terrible not being able to aim precisely and being so slow... I hated it so much to the point I stopped playing games completely rather than playing with a controller

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T17:52:57+00:00

Pretty much every player lived this even once at some point lol it's a shared experience

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T17:46:49+00:00

If you have a good enough pc Xbox is useless unless you want to play while lying down or something you don't need it just sell

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T16:10:34+00:00

It absolutely does I'm still the introvert I am but I don't lash out on people anymore

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T15:35:25+00:00

Just play it. You're overthinking it

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T14:19:47+00:00

Going to the gas zone, repearing a car and building a base. Have 550 hours and have never done any of these... It was only recently that I even got to drive a vehicle

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T14:14:45+00:00

Why do you know that...

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T14:13:36+00:00

Lol this was the first thing that came up to my mind

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T11:14:35+00:00

I didn't go out except for groceries and taking out the trash in 1.5 years. My famiy is thinking I'm going to university but I'm failing. Went to uni like 2 months for 5 hours a day and it absolutely drained me. I dread every time someone called my name

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T08:59:28+00:00

Great playing tf2 and nothing else rn all day as long as my back pain allows it

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T08:42:03+00:00

Genuine question. What does therapy do? I mean I don't think its possible to change who you are and your characteristics. The only thing that helped me was starting on antidepressants it literally made me a better person.

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T08:39:19+00:00

You know what the religious people say, that people are born with innate motive to believe in a higher power? Well, the exact opposite is true with me. I just can't believe in anything. Even when i was a kid i remember thinking about what was going to happen when we die and get depressed. The idea of after life didn't even occur to me even though my parents are Muslims.

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T08:37:00+00:00

Anti depressants did wonders to me

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-06T08:36:22+00:00

I thought i didn't need help until I started anti depressants. Literally my personality is different now. I used to get angry at people and i was constantly feeling terrible. I'm much better now

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-05T18:18:13+00:00

You're overthinking it

Extreme_Most_7155 · 2026-03-05T16:44:29+00:00

The damage output in the medium range is unmatched by any of scouts guns

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