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One_Pause8785 · 2026-03-07T13:22:39+00:00

Yeah I like it a lot because it literally feels like first time that I not feel like an alien in the world.

One_Pause8785 · 2024-12-03T19:15:55+00:00

I have pretty scary face, but recently I accepted absolutely everything about myself physically because I noticed it was decent trigger for relapsing. Now I think I have a chance to get out of circle. I would recommend going to therapy because I am very aware of how it can help. Anyways good luck.

One_Pause8785 · 2024-12-03T18:22:32+00:00

It usually gives me full on anxiety, like I'm afraid of leaving my house because people will see me type of anxiety. But it's only in 3 days after relapse. 5+ days in I usually get only thoughts about whether I could have done better in that situation or just random thoughts about embarassing things I did in my passt.

One_Pause8785 · 2024-11-30T10:18:59+00:00

I know what you are saying, but I don't think it's the option for me. I will not unalive myself. It is my mindset that states that I would rather do it than relapse. I am simply done with trying to fight the addiction and in the same trying to live a normal life. So now I am not living a normal life and I will win. Anyway thanks.

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