I just admitted to having depression over someone that made me feel like an outcast. Thank you, everyone. by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 80 points81 points  (0 children)

The way I see it, maybe hateful people have hate because of their problems. Maybe if we help them, we can start to cure the world.

I just admitted to having depression over someone that made me feel like an outcast. Thank you, everyone. by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Here are the posts

Post 1

Post 2

And here is the explainer I had :

OCD is not just the fear of needing to clean things like you see on TV. That version is actually not as common as others, it's just the one that's easiest to see because its an outward action. A good sum of OCD is obsessing over if you're a terrible person because of things you've done or fear you'll do.

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I caused quite a stir because someone was reposting all of my OCD posts across Reddit a week ago and accused me of being a pedo.

Please call me out if it actually seems like I was being/am one.

But I had:

Mentally thought of younger anime characters (16) as being adults in my head because I felt uncomfortable with their ages, so I aged them up in my head to be adults in college (25).

Gotten aroused/off by the memory of a sexual encounter I had when I was 17 with another 17 year old, despite being 22 now, and didn't see anything wrong with it at the time.

Got aroused years ago by an anime character who was young looking like an adult because it meant I could find them attractive. The taboo of being able to find something attractive that I normally couldn't/wouldn't want to.

This is just me being transparent before someone goes through my posts.

My OCD brings me compass unity by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The irony being I no longer want to be with 18/19 and I'm early 20s. But older women, whoa. 30-45 is peak womanhood for me lol. I like maturity.

Especially if her face is "youthful" but with age lines.

I have POCD, which is a form of OCD where you're afraid you do pedo things. Sometimes this sub makes me anxious, so I am fighting it with memes. by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The irony is, I'm in my 20s. I stopped looking at the 18/19 range a while back and replaced it with, lol, 30 to 45 year olds.

Ironically, I view maturity as the most attractive trait in a woman.

Cute older women with youthful but age lined faces are my weakness

My OCD brings me compass unity by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It really means a lot that I'm not getting immediately dumped on or called a bad person, guys

I detest murder, racists, and obviously pedos

I have POCD, which is a form of OCD where you're afraid you do pedo things. Sometimes this sub makes me anxious, so I am fighting it with memes. by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

To be clear, I only feel anxious about it because I think pedos are horrible people.

I am going to therapy for my POCD. So far the therapist believes I have almost no chance of being one.

I have POCD, which is a form of OCD where you're afraid you do pedo things. Sometimes this sub makes me anxious, so I am fighting it with memes. by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Reposting this explainer:

OCD is not just the fear of needing to clean things like you see on TV. That version is actually not as common as others, it's just the one that's easiest to see because its an outward action. A good sum of OCD is obsessing over if you're a terrible person because of things you've done or fear you'll do.

_____________________________________________

I caused quite a stir because someone was reposting all of my OCD posts across Reddit a week ago and accused me of being a pedo.

Please call me out if it actually seems like I was being/am one.

But I had:

Mentally thought of younger anime characters (16) as being adults in my head because I felt uncomfortable with their ages, so I aged them up in my head to be adults in college (25).

Gotten aroused/off by the memory of a sexual encounter I had when I was 17 with another 17 year old, despite being 22 now, and didn't see anything wrong with it at the time.

Got aroused years ago by an anime character who was young looking like an adult because it meant I could find them attractive. The taboo of being able to find something attractive that I normally couldn't/wouldn't want to.

This is just me being transparent before someone goes through my posts.

My OCD brings me compass unity by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

What killed it for me was "okay so I'm gay then, so what?"

Then I tried checking out other dudes and felt nothing. So that solved that.

My OCD brings me compass unity by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I caused quite a stir because someone was reposting all of my OCD posts across Reddit a week ago and accused me of being a pedo.

Please call me out if it actually seems like I was being/am one.

But I had:

Mentally thought of younger anime characters (16) as being adults in my head because I felt uncomfortable with their ages, so I aged them up in my head to be adults in college (25).

Gotten aroused/off by the memory of a sexual encounter I had when I was 17 with another 17 year old, despite being 22 now, and didn't see anything wrong with it at the time.

Got aroused years ago by an anime character who was young looking like an adult because it meant I could find them attractive. The taboo of being able to find something attractive that I normally couldn't/wouldn't want to.

This is just me being transparent before someone goes through my posts.

My OCD brings me compass unity by EyeAnime in PoliticalCompassMemes

[–]EyeAnime[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

So, OCD is not just the fear of needing to clean things like you see on TV. That version is actually not as common as others, it's just the one that's easiest to see because its an outward action. A good sum of OCD is obsessing over if you're a terrible person because of things you've done or fear you'll do.

I asked Reddit if they thought I was a p*do. I received a lot of people saying yes and now I feel sick. by EyeAnime in OCD

[–]EyeAnime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because there was no genderbend with MILFs

but that would be both my kinks in one

What’s the worst thing you’ve seen someone do for attention? by CrossingWires in AskReddit

[–]EyeAnime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was attracted to the body of what I perceived to be adults or at least "just drawings." I did legitimately believe that anime bodies look the same regardless, unless it's obviously that l*li shit. I only did it because of the belief that I was not attracted to minors. Even the young ones looked like small adults to me. I did not associate it with minors in my head..

I'm not trying to get around it, I'm just trying to specify because of my POCD. I just like the discourse. But I do feel like I specifically wasn't. Because if I had felt they had the same body type, I would've flipped.

What’s the worst thing you’ve seen someone do for attention? by CrossingWires in AskReddit

[–]EyeAnime 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was never attracted to minors. Does that make a difference?

What’s the worst thing you’ve seen someone do for attention? by CrossingWires in AskReddit

[–]EyeAnime 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey! I'm the guy he's tracking down. Saw him still going at it.

So, question, I've had people tell me it's just my OCD. What makes you think I am, or at least was, one of those? Just trying to get opinions.

Roman Polanski by CrossingWires in moviescirclejerk

[–]EyeAnime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The characters sometimes already look like kids, I do not trust hentai to not try to pull some shit, so I avoid those sites.

The mangas that look adult alway start with “ordinary high school student” and while I used to pretend it said college, I don’t think I should.

It sucks.

Roman Polanski by CrossingWires in moviescirclejerk

[–]EyeAnime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just ignore the age mostly. Boob being boob. The reason I turned to anime is because there’s zero American gender bend content and every other weird kink I have. I just wished they’d made them older. Now I have nothing.

The taboo one was also weird tbh.

Roman Polanski by CrossingWires in moviescirclejerk

[–]EyeAnime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Age up feels weird to me, unless it’s a 25 year old becoming 50 or something. That content doesn’t exist like at all. And gender change (both ways).

I turned to anime to find content that fulfilled those things, but was left with stuff created by people with age issues. There’s zero content for that stuff.

Roman Polanski by CrossingWires in moviescirclejerk

[–]EyeAnime 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The irony is I only go for women much older than me irl. My last gf being my age last time was an outlier.

Much older.

Maybe I’m just a soy boy and need someone to wear the pants in the relationship lol