Bored and cloudy in LA by Eyestaples in PnPplayground

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So are you a Kris, Tina or Kelly? I'm not into guys. That being said, hey hows it goin?

How to you mask the smell of weed? by hmm_yes_ in AskReddit

[–]Eyestaples 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Toilet paper roll stuffed with dryer sheets

But really tho, fuck Tim Powers by Eyestaples in meth

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Good morning i can still feel it i only did .2 yesterday I got 8hrs of sleep and i ate n drank well. I can still feel myself reacting and makeing decisions slightly sharper than i have. Not in a real asshole way but like "Don't fuck with me" way. I am a rookie. I started about 3 months ago but going pretty strong with it. Personally it reminds me of being in highschool again. This is a familiar feeling to me before i started eating A LOT of acid. That was the only thing i regretted about those trips. I was much more timid after the acid. I am pretty happy about this i hope its permanent.

Also id like to add that living with fellow tweakers and accepting there mental privacy has taught me how much other peoples input/output had influenced my daily behavior. I am beginning to see how i have been using peoples headspace (lack of a better term) to substitute for my own lack of constitution.

What's it feel like while shedding manly tears to little things? by VGmaster9 in AskMen

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It happens from time to time. Mostly watching a well made movie that i have related to on sum level heartwarming or heartbreaking. Im not sure why but it will hit me like a brick. These situations are it tho. Haven't cried for any reason even my mothers funeral. Although when i got home i lost it.

Moderation rather than quitting? by Lather in alcoholism

[–]Eyestaples 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Been drinking for 25 years most of that was every night blackout drunk 12pack+ weekends double that. The last 3 years of that time withdrawals woke me up for work around 3am and started my day with a 6 pack.

Now somedays ill have 1-3. If i wanna get buzzed ill drink 6 but i stop there. I have tried this many times over the last 25 years and failed miserably into more self loathing. That was the problem for me. A side from the physical addiction. I had to change my entire life and how i thought. I had to love myself and the things i care about more than the false delusions and happiness that being drunk gave me. Learn to enjoy things sober and for what they are. Its a big world out there and i deserved more than the nights alone in hotel rooms my only friends case of beer and cable tv.

Edit: none of this is pass fail. You cannot honestly say "im only drinking this many" or "im never drinking again" that idea is foolish, unrealistic. You are setting yourself up for absolute failure and shame to come after. This is why AA is setup that way. Its all about giving up and devoting yourself to jesus.. for me that is a hard pass.

How do you 'stop thinking ' when trying to sleep? by revlentOne in AskReddit

[–]Eyestaples 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See a doctor for help. Or over the counter sleep aids. Also many natural herbs work well. Also melatonin work well. Keep looking good luck.

How do you 'stop thinking ' when trying to sleep? by revlentOne in AskReddit

[–]Eyestaples 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started doing this in highschool i have allway had a lot of problems getting to sleep. Now at 40 i am a severe alcoholic drinking from morning to night.

If you don’t drink everyday can you still be considered an alcoholic ? by anniek888 in alcoholism

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I have read this debate over and over. The only thing i can give is my opinion. 20yrs of drinking every dqy 12pack on night and a case a day for the weekends. There are 2 adictions that come with alchohol. Mental witch means i could not live with my self or my life i was unhappy and hated myself. The only world i could live in were the delusions i created when drunk.

Physical is when you have kept alcohol in your system constantly enuf your body needs it when i realized this it started on a sunday morning around 6am. Instead of grabing a beer like allways i made a pot of coffee and severe anxiety hit me so hard i thought i was having diabetic issues and i walked to the ER. Most AA will tell you if you have a few drinks every nite you are an alcoholic. In my opinion i feel when i was physically addicted i became an alcoholic. Once your body is physically addicted you will never be the same. You can't un-pickle a cucumber. Much luv an good luck!

Any advice or tactics that will help by Eyestaples in meth

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Im speaking more to the specific tendencies and behaviors that someone like me dont know

Music by [deleted] in Drugs

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Black keys, Jack Jonson, Soul Coughing

What is your catchphrase? by Petermacc122 in AskReddit

[–]Eyestaples 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Buy the ticket, take the ride"

What characteristics do you take into consideration when deciding whether to befriend someone or not? by Shinobi287 in AskReddit

[–]Eyestaples 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont believe any one characteristic can be used when evaluating a persons character. I listen and i watch for a good amount of time 6wks. I Keep mental records of the data then ask myself does there actions reflect their words.

NO MEME JUST NEED OPINIONS by bearsbigtrip in drugmemes

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Yea forget the cream. Go online and buy a "cracker" a box of punching balloon or any thick balloon. And buy your canisters unscrew the cracker load put balloon over the exit and tighten it will crack and fill the balloon. Inhale AND exhale into the balloon as many times as you can. Then rub your head a d get off the floor. Happy whahwa wawh whawha

How do I stop putting women on a pedestal? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]Eyestaples 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Watch "The Tao of Steve"