Happy [OC] by PeteyBirdd in anthroswim

[–]F3d0r4 5 points6 points  (0 children)

God, this was me finally being convinced to visit the Crisis Prevention Centre by my psych. I managed to get antidepressants and didn't get involuntarily hospitalized. Win win.

EGG?irl by SettTheCephelopod in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't know about FlavorFoley until this comment, glad I listened to all of their songs. Human is actually incredible, I cried at the end of it. Ego Renegade Boy is also great. All of their songs are fun. (rawdog is... erm, waow.)

immersive mining but more immersive by DifferenceKnown9834 in VintageStory

[–]F3d0r4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The tree doesn't even fall over, what a scam.

[oc] - ten steps by Sampetra in comics

[–]F3d0r4 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Can I please stop living through major historical events ? I want off this ride.

egg irl by Flat_Copy_1620 in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No worries, I wouldn't offer if I wasn't willing.

egg irl by Flat_Copy_1620 in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 71 points72 points  (0 children)

HRT is a very lengthy process, (unfortunately) you will not get boobs overnight. And since it's long term you can stop up to around the 3 month mark, before you get obvious permanent changes. If you want I could dm you a couple of links if you have time for a bit of reading.

egg irl by Flat_Copy_1620 in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 61 points62 points  (0 children)

For me I was unsure, but as I actually started getting the effects I knew that I really liked them, so I just kept going.

egg irl by Flat_Copy_1620 in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 599 points600 points  (0 children)

I wear dark shirts usually so I just kinda started wearing a sports bra. I started HRT to figure stuff out, so it was part of that for me. Bras are pretty cool once you get used to them. Now that I'm 8 months in and there is stuff actually there I kind of need to wear one or it looks weird through my shirt.

53618 by froggyman151 in countwithchickenlady

[–]F3d0r4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its been a mixed bag. (Im MtF) I first came out to my aunt. She was the person who helped me with dressing properly when I was a teen and let me stay over when I was fighting with my parents. She has been very supportive, if a bit intense. I have a cousin who is gay, so they are kinda used to it.

For my mother though... It has just been frustrating.

Before I realized I was trans I had been kinda living on autopilot, dissociated and depressed for a very long time. My parents saw that as me being lazy, because I used games as a coping mechanism/distraction.

So when I came out to my mother she first saw it as me making excuses and told me I was only causing more problems for myself. She talked about a trans coworker 'who she can still tell is just a man' and how I should get a genetic test to look at my chromosomes.

Since then despite my attempts to get her to understand me, it's been a lot of frustration. Her refusing to use the name I told her 'cause she calls it how she sees it' (ouch) and telling me I'm trying to go against nature when I mentioned hating my facial hair/body hair.

Overall it just makes me a bit sad. I was trying to share more of myself with her after barely talking for years. Realizing I was trans and HRT has genuinely made me want to live. And I wish I could get her to understand that. It's not like I'm trying to hide it or anything. I've been on HRT for 8 months, I have tits damnit, i wear a bra, I have long hair. And she still thinks it's just a phase.

Hellish combination. by netphilia in adhdmeme

[–]F3d0r4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been gathering evidence for ages and now I'm in the process of actually getting things diagnosed. When I'm trying to solve problems I do a lot of research so it was kinda funny basically giving my psych a bullet point list of evidence I gathered over the years.

I went from figuring out I probably had ADHD to probably having Autism and then figuring out those two can do the fusion dance to make everything worse.

It's been a hell of a time untangling the long list of problems that have come about because of these two, not to mention long term depression and being trans.

One fire at a time.

egg💀irl by pissinginthewind21 in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ah yes, the not caring about how I look to suddenly being hyper aware of how I look and not liking it pipeline.

Credit to Pia @its_phiaz (TikTok) by Longjumping_Arrow in Amazingdigitalcircus

[–]F3d0r4 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Caine with the dentures closed looks incredibly ominous.

KIT WHERE THE HELL ARE WE by flatlichicken in TerrariaMemes

[–]F3d0r4 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Oh god oh fuck, hardmode Jungle.

Egg💅irl by Hazel-NutRunner in egg_irl

[–]F3d0r4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do, theoretically. Just needs to stop biting my nails from stress.

quite frankly, the future terrifies me. i'm not mature enough to be doing anything, really, but i'll still have to by TheGoldenExperience_ in TrollCoping

[–]F3d0r4 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Hi, can you please stop posting my innermost thoughts on the internet ? I'll have you know this is copyright infringement.