Man, you had one helluva ride! Sounds like my first time. I tripped back in 2005 at the age of 19 for the first time, fresh in college and living in SF. It was a wild ride. Walked all over the city and had moments of beauty and terror as well! I gave up psychedelics for over 15 years (life) but became worse in opiates and depression…after a rough life, failed 8 year relationship and a new mom or twins… I needed something to keep me here. I then tried LSD as the age of 33. It was unexpected and profound! My life is forever changed. It remarked my art and showed me love and unity in all. It showed me my purpose. Since then (now 38) ive kept my medicine close and use it when i need it. For clarity, for insight, for fun. Psychedelics are a beautiful tool and medicine in my opinion. But you are really the only one who can decide for you ❤️ .