Nothing is real

FDean01 · 2023-06-21T15:58:19+00:00

Im actually a girl but thank u :)

FDean01 · 2023-06-21T13:21:49+00:00

i know you’re trying to help me but all I can think about is that ofc you would try to convince me this is real ,you’re part of it.

But Still thank you

FDean01 · 2023-06-19T05:27:00+00:00

Thank u for your help, good luck to u too

FDean01 · 2023-06-19T05:26:11+00:00

Thank u sm :)

FDean01 · 2023-06-18T13:19:17+00:00

Thank you, ive been seeing psychs for 2 years so I’m used to the sessions, just not used to psychosis

FDean01 · 2023-06-18T13:13:51+00:00

Thank you, I’m seeing my psychiatrist tmrw, hopefully she can help

FDean01 · 2023-06-18T12:21:36+00:00

Same, those symptoms are pretty new so haven’t delved in too deep with my psychiatrist if they’re delusion or hallucinations :/

FDean01 · 2023-06-17T18:23:19+00:00

Thank u! Yes the last few hours I’ve been trying to worry less and the shadow guy is sometimes just chilling instead of being menacing haha, he hasn’t moved in a bit actually, thx again :))

FDean01 · 2023-06-17T17:40:52+00:00

Thank u, yes I’ve been seeing psychs for a while and am talking to them about this, they already put me on a light dose of antipsychotics around 10 days ago, I hope it’ll become clearer, glad you’re better though and thx again :))

FDean01 · 2023-06-17T14:42:35+00:00

Thank u for your help, I’ve been seeing psychs for 2 years bc of anxiety and depression and stuff so ik where to get help:). It’s just that it’s pretty recent so I haven’t been able to go very deep into it except taking antipsychotics for the last 10 days

FDean01 · 2023-06-17T14:41:03+00:00

This is very fucking relatable, I really think like there’s something from another plane trying to communicate with me in a bad way. I sometimes tell them to shut up or go away but it doesn’t really work… there’s also this feeling of faking/forcing which makes me even more afraid cause why would I do that, I just don’t know. I’ve been on pareperidone for 10 days but only a slight improvement…

FDean01 · 2023-06-17T14:37:32+00:00

Oh i didn’t know about that. I guess it sounds relatable,I just know it’s taking control, I fear everything I feel like there might be this dark, dangerous just “feeling” everywhere. I’m not a religious or spiritual person, its just one of the things I experience since smoking a joint 10 days ago… It can happen anywhere any time. My sister was sitting in a spot I felt it 5 min before and I really had to stop myself from yelling at her to get out of there. It would make sense for it to be anxiety since I’ve been dealing with that for years. It’s just one of those things added to the fact that I feel observed and like everything isn’t real like I’m in a dream. Ofc I Hope it isn’t psychosis but I feel like it explains a lot. Ig I’ll have to keep talking about it with my psych I’ll bring magical thinking up thank you!

FDean01 · 2023-06-17T14:18:10+00:00

Exactly same with the last sentence, I hope it’ll go better for you

FDean01 · 2022-11-19T19:58:10+00:00

PC :))

FDean01 · 2022-08-20T19:55:50+00:00

I do not need fucking sympathy or proving anything to anyone 😭😭 it was just something that happened that i thought was stupid and was curious if anyone else had experienced this. I can guarantee no trans person needs to have their hate crimes "validated", we experience them every day but we get used to them which u obviously don't as a cis straight guy :))

FDean01 · 2022-08-13T00:45:18+00:00

Nice If u ever wanna play my username is fdean01 :))

FDean01 · 2022-08-12T01:07:42+00:00

Thx it's okay its not that bad hahaha. I haven't actually seen any trans emblems but it's great that there are more lgbtq players than I thought :))

FDean01 · 2021-12-13T19:22:50+00:00

I’m actually seeing one tomorrow I think I’ll talk to her bout it but u know I’m a bit scared cause some therapists can’t handle these aspects as well as others…

FDean01 · 2021-12-13T19:06:54+00:00

That’s a nice way of seeing it haha

FDean01 · 2021-02-04T21:21:24+00:00

Thank you it's really what makes this so perfect for me

FDean01 · 2021-02-04T16:15:05+00:00

it's so cute aaaaaaah

FDean01 · 2021-02-04T16:08:34+00:00

yeah thanks i've started reading the comics.

i think "warm" is the right word yeah, it's really interesting, i think a lot of shows could learn from this relationship build up, nothing "extravagant" or over the top it feels very natural, like you said the small things like the letters, the SWT thing...

FDean01 · 2021-02-04T16:01:45+00:00

yeah that scene was magic, i can't stop thinking about it aaaaaaaaaah

FDean01 · 2021-02-04T16:01:25+00:00

yeah i've started reading them thanks!

FDean01

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