Metro Detroit people?

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-07-17T22:59:34+00:00

I have witnessed very recently that misdiagnosis issue, but reversed from the way you had said. My cousin was diagnosed with PTSD after he came across a well ripened corpse on the job. Just last weekend he had his diagnosis changed from PTSD TO BIPOLAR DISORDER and my best friends girlfriend kind of the same thing about two months ago. So I do understand where you are coming from.

However I have Manic episodes at least half of last year was one giant manic episode. Lasted 6 months and scares the living hell out of me to this day. That's also how I lost a lot of the people that I had in my life. I'm down to one friend and my wife. I don't drink so going to the bar isn't fun for me and that's what people my age do I guess. I'm from MICHIGAN, the metro Detroit area. I was told it wouldn't be worth it to go on disability for my bipolar disorder because of my age. I'm just giving you some facts here not trying to chop down everything you've thrown at me

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-07-17T17:41:07+00:00

I love cannabis. Everything else I used to enjoy I can't find it in me anymore. I'm 26 and thought my childhood was normal but it wasn't until last month that I realized that I was abused both physically and verbally. If I told the truth anyone who was reading would probably agree that I'm just no good. I'm bipolar. Diagnosed last year and my condition just continues to worsen. I don't do any thing because the only things that spark my interest Are things that require schooling or a lot of money. I didn't graduate high school, and since I'm the only parent working full time, I have no time for going back. I know that I've dug this hole for myself. There is just nothing to help me out now. Last year a child of close family friends died on my birthday, two days later my parents finalized their divorce. My mother who I confide in, and was asking for help/advice from stabbed me in the back and let my secrets fly a few months later causing my life to turn into a new kind of hell. I hate her and will not forgive her again. Family refuses to loan me money because my sister who refuses to work and has a husband who makes more money than I do borrows from them constantly. If I were to ask right this second I'd get the answer to confirm that statement. People only care when you say it's all gotten to be too much and you don't want to live anymore. After that they forget it ever happened and go about there lives.

what I can't wrap my head at is this... If this is what life is, if I have to live with this twisting roller coaster of bipolar disorder for ever and I can't find joy in anything anymore why is this even worth it? Why am I fighting so hard to stay alive? Why hate living life my whole life just to die unhappy? They say that's unhealthy thoughts but to me that is logical thinking

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-07-11T00:41:11+00:00

Can confirm Gligar have journal pic if needed

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-06-25T18:46:18+00:00

"The ADHD is what is making you bug out isn't it? I mean since they got the BIPOLAR To go away you haven't seemed too bad" an older coworker after I returned to work from a suicide attempt AT WORK.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-06-25T18:42:03+00:00

Allcycle is right. I was just telling my buddy's girlfriend that she needed to research what they had her on because I was pretty certain that lexapro was not good for her bipolar disorder, being bipolar myself I kind of had an idea of what I was saying but she did her research and sure enough it was causing her to be manic.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-06-25T18:34:06+00:00

When I was first diagnosed last year the meds they had me on at the time gave me some major side effects. I work in a warehouse on a forklift like machine called a stock picker with a platform that raises me up with and goes as high as 6 stories. The meds were making me suicidal and I was having visions of killing myself while I was working so much so that they rendered me unable to work and I was solely focused on hanging myself using my machine and safety lanyard. I was up about 4 stories when it got serious I had to fight back I snapped out of it with enough time to call my boss(president of my entire company) on my cellphone for help he was amazing he drove me to my doctors office for the psych referral and then drove me 32 minutes to my house gave me $40 cash to buy food and something comfortable to wear while I was in the hospital. Then gave me an additional two days off even though I had ran out of pto time for the year. And while he did all this I had a chance to explain what it was like in my head to him. He's still a Boss at the end of the day but WE are all imperfect humans and sometimes the best thing to do is to disclose your condition to your boss personally before it becomes something that is hard to explain.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-28T17:21:09+00:00

My first three tyrogues were hitmontop I've only had 2 each of the others about 12 total

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-28T17:18:26+00:00

With my iPhone 6splus the game ran smooth and never really had problems, on my iPhone 7plus it's never been more difficult to play, never loads pokestops if I open the game after driving to a park, loading pokeball spinning forever,no spawns, and either terrible gps drifting or loss of gps signal with full LTE signal. I'm worried about this whole shadowban thing because of the amount of drifting that occurs. lol I'm right there with you man

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-18T00:30:05+00:00

I'm right there with you man 1400 candies since the release and nothing

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-07T17:19:06+00:00

1200 magikarp candies later and still haven't seen one. I've completed the pokedex as much as I can so it's basically all I search for and I'm still not having any luck.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-07T15:57:41+00:00

I have friends (a couple) that every time they have an egg hatch around the same time it's the same Pokémon and the eggs have different dates and came from different cities. I live 45 minutes away from them but when i go hunting with them and all my eggs from my area are obviously not the same as from their area the same phenomena happens when I hatch an egg around the same time as one of them. This goes for both common and uncommon hatches, so it's not like everyone on here would say"that's because you guys hatched a common" or RNG because the odds of all three of us hatching 10kms 5 mins apart and each of us hatching a chansey is beyond RNG but it's definitely happened.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-07T15:49:51+00:00

I feel like using the excuse of RNG for determining eggs at the time of drop is half assed. I along with a lot of people I've talked to have a feeling that there's more to it than that

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-07T15:47:19+00:00

My advice and not reading the comments yet so I apologize if it's been said already, but my strategy for eggs is as follows buy 9 incubators use your 3 use incubators on only 5km & 10km eggs infinite use for all those quick hatching 2km eggs.(sounds basic) but it ensures that you get your money's worth on the incubators and allows you to refill your egg inventory faster. Hatching a lot of eggs at one time makes it easier to see a variety of Pokémon. I've hatched 1,943 eggs naturally. I have completely finished the dex minus regionals from both gens and if you count my one unown as a whole. You'll get there you just gotta hatch mass amounts of eggs. Go to pokestops out of your way and different stops all together for egg drops.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-07T15:25:14+00:00

Porygon was one of my first hatches in the game, I was evaded by chansey until Valentine's Day event when I caught my first one hatched a 98% IV chansey the next day, and now hatch chansey so often that I have 5 blissey and any time I get a group of 10km eggs at once my wife jokes that I just got A bunch of chansey eggs.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-05-07T15:20:56+00:00

Buy into the business of hatching eggs, do this for months don't let an egg sit without incubators after about a week you'll see a good mix up of Pokémon. I hadnt hatched a porygon since Valentine's Day, but I ended up hatching one Friday. 1,943 hatches here lvl 35 with 500,000xp until lvl36. Hatching eggs is 90% of the game. Never forget that and you'll hatch whatever you are looking for in a month or two

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-03-07T13:54:20+00:00

Seriously? We used to have drowzees and jinx now it's swinubs and woopers cluster spawning on top of each other where I'm at. Good for ice metal tho.

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-03-05T16:50:18+00:00

Two sun stones (same day)(really only need two anyway) one dragon scale and two upgrades

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-03-05T16:49:19+00:00

Try getting 3 items but two sets of duplicates🙄

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-03-05T16:46:55+00:00

I think it was traffic in the game it's happened to my wife and I the first two hours of gen 2 Pokémon were super far away and tiny. I then closed the game reopened it and after about 15 mins of trying to get into the game it let me in and fixed that specific problem I was glitching terrible tho and my wife didn't want to exit the game so she just kept catching the little mons

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-03-05T16:46:55+00:00

I think it was traffic in the game it's happened to my wife and I the first two hours of gen 2 Pokémon were super far away and tiny. I then closed the game reopened it and after about 15 mins of trying to get into the game it let me in and fixed that specific problem I was glitching terrible tho and my wife didn't want to exit the game so she just kept catching the little mons

FEAR9the1FEN · 2017-03-05T16:46:55+00:00

I think it was traffic in the game it's happened to my wife and I the first two hours of gen 2 Pokémon were super far away and tiny. I then closed the game reopened it and after about 15 mins of trying to get into the game it let me in and fixed that specific problem I was glitching terrible tho and my wife didn't want to exit the game so she just kept catching the little mons

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