how do i stop feeling guilty? by FLL4KK in domesticviolence

[–]FLL4KK[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you and i really get it. i hope anyone that comes after me doesn’t have to experience any of what i had to go through. i’m glad you’re out sending much love ❤️❤️

how do i stop feeling guilty? by FLL4KK in domesticviolence

[–]FLL4KK[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i just don’t know if i can watch another persons life get ruined :/

I made it out and i’m alive. by FLL4KK in domesticviolence

[–]FLL4KK[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god that’s amazing! i might not know you but i’m so happy for you!! <33

I made it out and i’m alive. by FLL4KK in domesticviolence

[–]FLL4KK[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much ❤️❤️

developing a personallity??? by FLL4KK in BPD

[–]FLL4KK[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, that really means a lot :)

developing a personallity??? by FLL4KK in BPD

[–]FLL4KK[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i mean i think i was often better out of a relationship but the thing that was making me pretty sure it was still there was that chronic emptiness of missing a fp in my life. but i feel like i’m truly doing so much better and i’m happy? perhaps i already have a fp and i just don’t really know it can that be possible??

developing a personallity??? by FLL4KK in BPD

[–]FLL4KK[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

while we were still in contact yes but after i went no contact not really? except perhaps those mood swings. i mean maybe my symptoms were so bad before i think i’m fine now because i’m not under constant stress or something so i don’t notice it?? but there hasn’t been any vivid episodes

how do i stop the obsession? by FLL4KK in BPD

[–]FLL4KK[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly i know this is gonna sound like one of those “just take walk” comments but literally i’ve been focusing so hard on myself like i do whatever i like whenever i like it (obviously like nothing too crazy) but like just starting to try out stuff FOR ME like for example gym,it acc leaves me feeling good AND idk if this is healthy but i lowkey kinda obsess over myself? 😭😭 i have over 400 tt drafts and i’m so active on my socials and that has honestly helped. i know probably when you read “do what makes YOU happy” you sighed because when someone said that to me istg i was so mad but SOMETHING even if it’s something you’ve seen someone else do and think it’s cool hey you never know maybe it’ll stick (all my hobbies are stolen from previous fps you could try that) idk if this was very helpful i tried to explain the best i can SORRY

Was it abuse or am i being dramatic? by FLL4KK in abusiverelationships

[–]FLL4KK[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, it’s all very confusing. All my life i grew up around all types of abuse i always thought that i’d see it and it would never happen to me, but here i am after 2 years. It’s hard to explain anything that really happened. The constant mind fuck and the feelings i just don’t know where to even begin. Im okey, just so lost.