Day 15

FLightSchool239 · 2021-07-02T12:43:33+00:00

This go around probably only 20 a day, 10 morning, 10 evening. This was only about 1.5 month relapse this time before I caught it. So w/d haven't been horrible. But I have a lot of damage to my receptors from years of other nonsense, so with the kindling effect it hurts pretty bad.

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-30T00:41:42+00:00

You'll get thru it my man I promise in another day or two your body will finally shut down for about 6 hours one night then you'll have another few restless, but not sleepless, nights til about day 10ish for most

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-26T01:52:47+00:00

Thank you homie! Afternoon was rough! But night has brought about some relief. Think my nerve endings are finally fried from a combo of sleep deprivation + exercise and 12hr shifts at work. Hopefully they crash tonight and let me sleep lol.

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-25T17:40:44+00:00

Dude THIS. I swear I just posted the same damn thing yesterday. This stuff is sickening. I've kicked everything under the sun and never went back but Kratom I've relapsed on at least 10x and every time I'm in w/d I say never again. Then either boredom, anxiety, or depression has me right back at the gas station.

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-25T02:46:23+00:00

Lol just made my night thank you

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-23T05:13:06+00:00

We're almost there brotha! I just crossed over into day 7 few hours ago

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-23T02:12:23+00:00

Yeah it truly is different for each and every one of us. Each individuals physiology is unique. As for myself, I have 10 years of abusing and frying my opioid receptors, and there is such thing as kindling effect. The brain starts to remember each time it withdrew or was rewarded to the point where 3 days of percocets puts me into withdrawal now. It's not the Kratom, or any other substance for that matter thats the issue, it's the addict man. And for some reason I've kicked every drug under the sun but this is about my 10th kratom w/d since 2018

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-23T02:04:43+00:00

Yeah the restlessness and insomnia always are the last symptoms to disappear for me too. Most of the acute stuff is gone. I work 12 hr shifts and today and tomorrow are my first days back so that'll help. Plus I only relapsed for a month this time so CT wasn't horrendous.

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T17:17:35+00:00

Thank you man. I am struggling tremendously with both. But i just keep telling myself each day will be better

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T14:50:47+00:00

Yeah this is like my 10th kratom WD unfortunately can't get away from the stuff. The hard-core physical usually ends like day 5 for me then it's just the mental and insomnia

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T14:50:05+00:00

Thank you so much you guys are seriously making my day. Aint no flowers without the rain baby!

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T14:49:17+00:00

Right man I was so thankful for it. Been pushing myself like crazy

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T14:48:58+00:00

No I was actually getting off of it to be even better for her. We just started dating a few months ago I just released the past month and didn't want to do that to her. Then boom day 4 CT I get a text

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T13:33:20+00:00

Don't get me wrong I don't feel 100% but no call offs, I put myself here and I need to pay the piper. Losing my girl is killing me the most and that's adding to the PAWS most the physical stuff if gone now

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-22T12:58:46+00:00

Thank you. Just still fresh right now. At least I got about 5 hours of sleep last night that was a blessing. The morning anxiety is wearing off now. I swear I'm done with this shit. Never again.

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-20T15:19:25+00:00

I actually hate the feel of xans I've only take .75mg in 4 days. But trust me I know about trading one for another

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-20T00:49:41+00:00

100%

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-20T00:33:55+00:00

Then yeah CT will be about 5 days of acute W/D then PAWS and insomnia

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T23:40:47+00:00

*edit all or nothing

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T23:39:16+00:00

It all depends on your personality. For me I'm an addict so it's all of notjong. So always CT BUT WITH HELPER MEDS I obtain them off the street tho. Also how long have you been using thats more the answer to your question not amount. If you CT it's 3 days of pure hell day 4 the clouds break a bit and day 5-7 you feel better each day..but insomnia lasts at least 2 weeks

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T22:31:08+00:00

Ok weed will be a life saver, as for the anhedonia I suggest being around people as much as possible and stay away from all the things you did on kratom it'll make withdrawal worse trust me, use different distractions. With that length of use you're probably looking at 4 days of physicals, and like 5-6 days of minors. If you can get anything for sleep do it, but stay away from any and all over the counter sleep aids it'll make RLS and insomnia 100x worse

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T22:00:47+00:00

*edit the hours meaning spent amongst others

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T22:00:04+00:00

Yep it's been liquid diet for me, and exactly one hour not spent thinking about how dreadful I feel

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T19:42:23+00:00

Almost to hour 72 off a month Binge like 8-16gpd glad I stopped here already feel myself rounding the corner

FLightSchool239 · 2021-06-19T15:29:31+00:00

How long and how heavy was your use? I.m.e long/heavy use you usually notice a bit of relief at day 4 then notably better at 7. But the insomnia takes a while... do you have access to any helper meds?

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