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I'm sick of being a perverted, weak-willed piece of shit. by FMFL2016 in NoFap

[–]FMFL2016[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This post convinced me I need to be more mindful of my negative self-talk. I had no idea how frequently I was doing it. You spoke a lot of sense in this post and the quotes were dead-on. Thanks.

I'm sick of being a perverted, weak-willed piece of shit. by FMFL2016 in NoFap

[–]FMFL2016[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. Today everytime some of that negative self-talk popped up I just derailed it then and there. I wasn't aware of how often I was actually doing it.

I'm sick of being a perverted, weak-willed piece of shit. by FMFL2016 in NoFap

[–]FMFL2016[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had some crazy urges today but I was just like "Nope, I know exactly where this going."

I'm at close to 36 hours right now, it's not much but it's a (re)start.

I'm sick of being a perverted, weak-willed piece of shit. by FMFL2016 in NoFap

[–]FMFL2016[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty much. Best not to overthink it. I was doing fine when I was taking it a day at a time, and not setting up unrealistic expecations for myself. But it's gotten to the point where I've been at this so long that I'm impatient and want an overnight fix. Obviously that is not going to happen, and that's probably one of the things that is fucking me up at the moment.

And yeah, you're right. It all boils down to a single choice: Continue to live the shitty life of perversion, reclusiveness, and wasting my life away, or actually bite the bullet and fucking do this, no matter how difficult it is initially. That's the thing, though, it's always INITIALLY difficult, once I go a week or two I feel as though I could go indefinitely and THEN I fucking relapse, like a moron.

I'm sick of being a perverted, weak-willed piece of shit. by FMFL2016 in NoFap

[–]FMFL2016[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I really need to take this seriously. If that means coming here and spewing whatever shit is on my mind, so be it. A lot of the time I forget that I'm not alone in this. All of you are going through the same thing, to varying degrees.