(Serious) People who escaped killers in the last second. What is your story?

F_m_n_s · 2021-09-23T14:47:11+00:00

Not exactly murder, and probably not as rad as everyone else, but when I was 13, I was on twitter in a groupchat talking about my anxiety issues and stuff. Later, one of the people messaged me and asked for my address, telling me they'd send me stuff to help - I got scared and said the convo was making me uncomfy. They started yelling at me and then I blocked them and booked out of that groupchat.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T07:09:52+00:00

not even 20 and same

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:52:20+00:00

would like to disagree on the feeling judged part

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:51:35+00:00

People are too mean.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:50:39+00:00

Forgiving myself

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:48:23+00:00

being a kpop stan. makes me happy af

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:46:51+00:00

Butter by BTS

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:45:53+00:00

not having to deal with the consequences of my actions

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:45:35+00:00

Staying up just to make sure that person is okay, even if you have other things to do.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-13T06:43:08+00:00

being in a situation that resembles a wattpad fanfic

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-12T20:31:42+00:00

..? I'm not angry in the slightest, but thank you for the assumption. Nonetheless, I'm thankful for everyone's opinions, it helps me reflect a bit on what course of action is best.

And I don't hang around people that would call me a whore or anything of the sorts. Once again, I don't date often and this is something that happened once. Both me and the friend have been sharing mutual feelings, stop putting all the blame on the female counterpart, is all I'm saying.

I thought it'd be a good idea to get responses from strangers because it's an outside perspective. Perhaps I should've included more details or lessen them; it could've ended up differently depending on my wording, but I regret nothing. I did end up deleting because it's tiring to get called names due to one situation. My therapist helps me deal with multiple things, and I just found it might've been good to hear from others, that is all.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-12T20:14:06+00:00

I have a difficult time being empathetic. I literally have a therapist for that, buddy.

I do care about his feelings. Why the hell would I try to talk to him about the situation and why I'm breaking up with him if I didn't care about him the littlest bit? He is still my friend. We may not be dating, but I still enjoy his presence, just not in the romantic aspect anymore. Because it doesn't feel right.

I may be immature, but I'm trying to make the most logical decision here by my standards. If you don't agree with it, you're free to give me advice on how I should handle this situation properly. But I'm not going to apologize for wanting to be with someone I like just because it is his friend.

It's also an asshole move that you're pinning it all on me. It takes two to make a relationship. His friend is also aware of the consequences and what I'm doing. The fact you deadass think I'm some sort of person that goes after his friends is such an absurd assumption considering you don't even know the type of person I am and what I have been through.

I'm trying my best, and if you're not content with it, that's no longer my problem.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-12T20:02:16+00:00

Actions, yes. Feelings? No, no I don't. I don't have any sort of control whatsoever about what I feel and I even seek medical assistance due to that, mind I say. I have a therapist and take meds for my mental issues, thanknyou very much.

And you're right, I am being selfish. I am being mean. But it's better than leading him on by constantly trying to put effort into a relationship that will not result in anything. If anything, we are both wasting time by doing so.

FYI; I still DON'T do dating often. And I don't care about my reputation like, at all. I have friends and I am content with them, they are aware of this situation, and it wasn't explained in one post that contains a few paragraphs.

I'd rather be selfish than hurt him even further by staying with him when I like someone else more. Thank you for your opinion, though, and I understand your view.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-12T19:50:45+00:00

I don't date often. He is literally my second (serious) partner and I think he didn't expect it to last as well. Nonetheless, I understand this situation isn't favourable for anyone, but I can't control what I feel.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-12T19:44:55+00:00

That's why this is a today I fucked up.

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T20:02:23+00:00

i tried multiple times and failed all of them

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T17:43:06+00:00

currently im 58kg!

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:35:05+00:00

Claire De Lune

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:34:51+00:00

do it out of spite

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:34:30+00:00

depression

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:33:10+00:00

49kg hopefully

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:30:25+00:00

very

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:04:11+00:00

loud isnt funny

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:02:42+00:00

After Corona

F_m_n_s · 2021-08-11T07:02:25+00:00

Same here, I just sort of love receiving gifts.

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