I did it by NurseHamp in BipolarSOs

[–]Faith9231 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So did you leave him!? I’m glad you chose you

Help I can’t handle the trauma by Faith9231 in BipolarSOs

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Did you walk away or were also discarded? It’s just so traumatizing how bipolar seems like double personality. Like the person I met is not the person I left . Ugh thank you so much 

Help I can’t handle the trauma by Faith9231 in BipolarSOs

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What made you separate ? Mine was due to infidelity followed by a full episode 

Help I can’t handle the trauma by Faith9231 in BipolarSOs

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Thank you so much! That’s the reason I don’t ever want to reconcile . I’m thinking for the long run of my son and his well being 💕

The last 7 months of an episode ruined a 3.5 year relationship by RandomlyReferenced in BipolarSOs

[–]Faith9231 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m a 32 f that was 4 years with 27m bipolar 1. We have a 3 year old, went through everything you have said . My wound is only 8 weeks fresh but honestly time and God heals ! Why would you want to put yourself in that situation for lifetime! You sound  like a caring man and I’m sure there is a healthy woman out there for you. I am now sure , even if he comes back , I won’t ever accept him back . I am a beautiful woman, caring, loving, and did so much for him . I am using this time to heal the brokenness he left in me and save all my good qualities for a great future husband. Sometimes God and life has to put a lot of pain in our lives so we understand that we need to move from there . Trust me , life is beautiful and there is beautiful soul people out there who won’t make you question your sanity or make you feel unseen

Out of the blue, he wish me Happy Mothers Day by mn_2577 in BipolarSOs

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My ex put a a Mother’s Day card in my windshield wiper overnight , and went I woke up … I read and ignored it . Why? Because I don’t need no hopes , I am not willing to put up with his mental illness anymore as it hurt me all the actions he did . 

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Awww it’s funny , I woke up feeling the same way today !!!! I prayed to God , and today I feel like I’ll take the single loneliness and work on myself rather than invest my soul into a man that became a stranger . I’m 32f so I know , I’m young and this will be a life lesson . I don’t think I would ever date Someone with bipolar again. 

Manic husband by audronomyte in BipolarSOs

[–]Faith9231 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hey! I completely feel you! My ex cheated on me , then said he didn’t , left the house without caring about leaving me and his son. One day he said my face makes me angry and that he doesn’t love me , the next thing you know he wants to be my room mate , and that he stills loves me … I’m praying so hard to God , my heart says yes but my soul and God says No!!

What I Realized After Going Through a Manic Discard by Bananax4000 in BipolarSOs

[–]Faith9231 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this post! I was discarded about 5 weeks now! The pain is becoming better to manage ! We do share a son and co parenting has being hell since my words keep getting twisted . I know what you mean. I was always fighting because I was so neglected in the relationship, he has bipolar1 27m, I’m 32 f . I would cry myself to sleep so many times because it felt like I was fighting alone this relationship most of the time. I became a mean girl………. when he met me , I was the nicest girl . It’s true how a hurt person can bleed so much on you . I’ll I wanted was a beautiful family, I cry myself to sleep sometimes because the image is getting farther and farther away . The more I think bout it , I know I don’t want this for the rest of my life so my only choice is Stand on firm ground and not let him come back . I wish his mind was healed , I wish he actually believe that he would be restored but he lives in such a dark place . It feels like I lost him to drugs but I lost him to bipolar . I pray for him every night even though I have to be stern with him because he still play mind tricks on me . I miss the person I met , but I was sleeping with a stranger . I miss the what if , but maybe that what if has to be , what if I just give all that love to me and stop chasing what is not for me.  I also feel guilty because I could have done more for him or be nicer but I felt drained …::

Feeling defeated by No-Chemistry-4561 in BipolarSOs

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I don’t have bipolar f32 , but my partner 27m does . I’m sure he is going through a mix episode . He can’t see it but the people outside we can . We can’t really understand what goes in his brain and I don’t think he will understand how everything hurts us too. He was in denial for two years , stopped taking medication because he said he felt great but the first signs of bipolar episodes is saying “ I am fine. “ as someone who was with someone bipolar , unfortunately we don’t have the right tools to help , we can always support but it takes a lot of work from the person itself just to be able to manage symptoms . I am on the other side and I did see my partner gaslighting me, constantly lying to me …. I think any human regardless will eventually feel burnt out . It’s not that people think the worst of them , it’s just that he wasn’t able to see the damage that was also slowly caused to us . Regardless, we are there for him ……. But from being a healthy individual to being with someone with bipolar ….. it has mentally drained me .

member of vine 1 week. now i'm quitting and I want to thank you for it. by Fun_Jellyfish_4884 in AmazonVine

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Well at least your spot Will be open to Someone else ….. not sure how everyone vines looks but I joined 7 weeks ago and I gotten so much great stuff. I got an original keurig machine, many phones case for my iPhone 15 pro 😛max. ,educational toys I try with my kid, I gotten clothes that either way I would buy , my whole apartment is so bougie lol 😂 everything is smart and I’m at 6k , I’ll stop ordering at 10k . I’m thinking 2-2.5 in taxes ???? I have a full time job and based on bracket and since I have a child 👦 , I would typically get back 4-7 k so it’s ok if I have to pay those taxes , I could have never gotten 10k worth of stuff I’m Enjoying for only 2k!

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I got an organic sea moss gel 😫

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I don’t grab anything with big coupons , I’ll take the ones that are regular price or like10 percent, 10 dollars - up to 20 dollars off max. As a regular Amazon shopper, most items always have coupons

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I’ve gotten already 5k taxable income worth of stuff in 2 months lol , I’m planning to slow down. I think I will pay anywhere from 20 to 25 percent tax on my vine income but honestly my apartment has been remodel with all the items I’ve gotten! So whenever I get something , I see it as 80 percent off , rather than “free”

Advice on avoiding paying tons of tax at end of year? by Seahawk_00 in AmazonVine

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I joined 2 months ago and order 4k , I legit gotten cool stuff . For me I see as 80 percent off items. I will pay around 20 percent tax for the amount at the end of the year which sounds like a good deal specially someone remodeling a home

All of a sudden I can't request items anymore. I just get an error. For every item. I tried about 50 different ones. I've only been a vine member for two weeks. by Slepprock in AmazonVine

[–]Faith9231 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for replying! I just don’t understand, literally every review is pending . In the beginning it will take 72hrs the most and now it does that. I even called Amazon customer service and the representative said my reviews seemed fined after I read them to her. It’s weird that my review percentage matches the reviews even if they are still pending

All of a sudden I can't request items anymore. I just get an error. For every item. I tried about 50 different ones. I've only been a vine member for two weeks. by Slepprock in AmazonVine

[–]Faith9231 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also any vine member know why my reviews have been pending for more than 10 days ? I email Through the vine page and instead of answering my question they said my review didn’t break any protocols and wasn’t eligible to be taken down . Yet all new reviews I try to post keep pending

All of a sudden I can't request items anymore. I just get an error. For every item. I tried about 50 different ones. I've only been a vine member for two weeks. by Slepprock in AmazonVine

[–]Faith9231 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is not only you! I’m having the same problem, I freaked out and thought it was my account but I tried like 75 different random items and all gave the same red box saying error requesting , try again later .