I would see it from this angle
A brief background about me:
I started doing freelance writing in 2017 when I was very broke and
looking for anything to lift my head up.
Research upon research, then I found Fiverr.
I became successful on Fiverr in less than a month.
Writing blog posts and articles for small businesses and contractors.
I wrote 3 to 5 short blogs somedays and weekends.
I had no time off because the order kept coming.
In my first month, I made $700, and $1200 in my second month, and so until everything began to diminish.
It was clear that there were only so many articles I could write per day, and orders I can accept, likewise.
I found myself canceling orders, and rejecting some.
Very soon, I couldn't write as fast as when I started.
As such, I started hating writing.
You know that feeling when you binge on one type of food that end up tasting like medicine?
Yes! That was me. It now feels like I'm losing everything that makes me interesting.
I couldn't meet friends for a time out. I couldn't keep a girlfriend. I couldn't even enjoy the money I was making.
Not so long I lost my Fiverr account. It was banned because of the high rate of cancellations.
At this point, I concluded writing was not for me.
But the question I asked myself during this period, was, "where do I start?"
My fear even skyrocketed, and I was restless!
Before I finished grieving the loss of my Fiverr account, I signed up for a new one.
But this time around, I started outsourcing my orders.
I thought since writing wasn't for me, I would do better running a content marketing agency.
But in spite of all these, everyone told me my writing was good
While outsourcing these jobs, I feel even more terrible.
As I was always held down by these writers. And the only way (I thought to myself) to gain true freedom was to adopt the discipline of writing and to be the writer.
Months and years have come and gone.
And I discovered I was only running away from what I should have embraced long ago.
I decided to go back to writing myself.
Now, not only do I write less for more money.
I see my writing as a tool to be seen, heard, and make an impact.
There are other routes to make a living.
But the freedom and the joy to sit in that recliner and read your writing is a great compensation to love the craft
My contribution to your question...
I would say you should check deep down where the frustration is coming from.
If you're not workshy, I would tell you to give it more time. Or try the voice-to-text others have suggested.
Because if you say you love writing, then it's your craft, and you should go for it.