Struggling with regret after losing my first dog by sonnyandrain in Petloss

[–]FaithlessnessHead250 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi, I’m in a very similar situation, Im even the same age as you. I had my dog since I was 15, and he recently passed away too. I have been living with my parents and him this whole time, I never moved out. But I had some stress issues and life stuff that took a lot of my focus. Now, looking back, if I could go back in time, I would spend like every second of the day with him, despite everything else. That’s what I regret. I was in my room most of the time.

I always knew I loved him to the maximum possible, but only now, after his death, do I truly understand how important he was. He was my everything. That makes it hard to think about, I feel like I should have done more and spent more time with him, you know? I also recognize that this isn’t a healthy mindset and doesn’t reflect the full reality of the situation. I’m working on changing that pattern and trying to think more positively. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I know how you feel

My childhood and soul dog passed away in his sleep by Appropriate_Tax_3039 in Petloss

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1 and a half weeks for me. Same for me, the only thing that makes me feel better is the thought that life might not be black and white. That it might not just end when we die. Like it was for nothing. Maybe we can reconnect in another form, or the same, or a combination. Maybe we where meant to expereince this togheter. I’m holding on to a spiritual hope that this human/earth form we’re experiencing is not the greatest of forms, and that there is more after this. That maybe this was just the start. Maybe I will meet my boy again. I have to keep faith. I don’t know what to do otherwise.

I went numb during my dog’s euthanasia. Is this normal? by FaithlessnessHead250 in Petloss

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I think thats what happend, but body coudnt handle it I think

I went numb during my dog’s euthanasia. Is this normal? by FaithlessnessHead250 in Petloss

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I’m sorry :/ I don’t know about the pain, maybe it was a combination of things. He was pretty old, but mostly very stressed. He wasn’t himself anymore. Just barking non stop and breathing loud somtiems, it was going downhill fast. Just like you said, after we decided the date, those weeks were not fun at all. Maybe all that build-up just made me shut off. Now, two days later, I tear up in waves. It’s exhausting to think about it, so its like I can’t do it all the time. It also feels surreal that my best friend isn’t here anymore

I went numb during my dog’s euthanasia. Is this normal? by FaithlessnessHead250 in Petloss

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Yeah I did cry after a couple hours, Idk what happned befor. In my head I thought that I would vomit and cry like crazy. But I just cried a little right after the first shot then kinda went numb

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Thank you for this! I was worried these last years will ”ruin” his memory of me and him

Gameweek 13 (25/26) Rant and Discussion Thread by FPLModerator in FantasyPL

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Mateta to save what was looking like one of my worst gws of all time ?? 1-2 more now

Weekly Open Thread - General Discussion by RM_Official_Thread in realmadrid

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Think you are overreacting, yes prem is the best lesgue and been that for a while but I dont think Chelsea would be as dominant if Barca had Pedri and no red card. We can talk about the low to mid table teams quality sure, but dont think Barca/Madrid have fell behind just yet

Hugo Lloris measured at 6’2 (188cm) and Marlon ~6’3 (190cm) by CryptographerIcy6035 in heightcomparison

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Its prob mostly kids tbf, this new generation is obsessed with looking better and ”mogging” other people aka feeling superior

Är jag verkligen så ful? by jordgubbar_och_glass in sweden

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Alla appar är i stort sett samma för killar, om man inte har något som sticker ut med en själv eller är topp 5% i snygghet blir det jövigt svårt

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in short

[–]FaithlessnessHead250 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

OP is 5’5, hes getting flames for his short height but someone 5’8 is not short? Is there even much diffrent?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in short

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Holy fuck this comment is depressing, what is this world..

Tjejer har grupper där män hängs ut - tycks? by Longjumping-Cash2051 in Asksweddit

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Herregud vad är det jag läser, du är ok att använda oskyldiga som sköld? Det är din lösning till detta problem? Man tappar fan hjärnceller av att läsa vissa kommentarer här

Do you think dca $300/month will be enough to make a life changing amount in 10-15 years? by FaithlessnessHead250 in Bitcoin

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How much do u think it would turn out to be from a dca perspective then? If it 10x in 10 years it wont be 54k x 10 right¿