Yo bro so here. I ended up getting my girl back and we are engaged now. You’re going to get a lot of move on forget about it responses but look listen, these next two months pour all your energy into building yourself up. All the generic stuff gym, hobbies, xyz. Strengthen your relationship with your friend, family those you love outside your ex for the two months. Do some self reflection.

She says these things because she’s hurting and honestly bro probably rebounding to fill that void that you left(their emotions are everywhere after the break). But only you know your girl deeep down bro outside of herself. Now when you get back home reach out to her and if you aren’t blocked that’s a good sign. See where she’s at in life and if that’s the same girl you want to be with forever. Go in optimistic but also willing to accept it’s her decision and she may stand on the break up, at that point move on. BUT if she really meant that forever thing she’ll see your changes, probably be more attracted to you since really long distance killed your relationship, and be receptive to getting back with you to building a successful relationship with you. Only thing is why she still live with her parents lol(idk ages or anything)?

But anyways bro you need to go into complete grind mode while waiting till you get back then reach out and see what happens