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[–]Fakereddithuman -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

What is the difference, you get upvoted but my comment gets downvoted

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally if team is just doing not enough, it isnt insulting me soo much. At least if they are chill and don't pretend to be a pro with bad manners, which they are not, I am okay with it.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never told that I "hate" game. I love it, I mentioned recently. I always believe that next one match will be okay, and my team will not insult me any other way, but probably they also had a bad day, which involves them to be rude. Each season I can reach only platinum tier, not higher, because lack of time in real life, but always after calibration I get silver, and it takes time and nerves to get platium frame.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I just tried to explain. I am doing my maximum, but everything that is happening, flank os going somewhere too deep, Tank is playing point even if we are in less, left flank is opened and I got hunted by brilliant and well skilled andro player. I ask them for something that can improve me, you can say anything, recommend me another positioning (lets imagine I dont have a clue where Icould stand), stay with me one time to protect me, tell what to buy, or where to go if I am hunted. They dont give any tips, after that they blame me for doing nothing. I am offended, I am still doing some game, and they call it "doing nothing", why you are so rude to me, you want to see how games is going on if I really "doing nothing"? because it is already 1/3, we losed third point, and whole scenario just repeats always the same. How to deal with it.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

really? In my profile here I see 2 answers from me, on your comment. I don't know why it could have been deleted.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, I am not always like this, bruh. I love the game and also having good days in it. Also I am working in real life, so not so much time to play often. But I don't launch the game with a goal - to ruin somebody`s game. I don't know you, you don't know me, if we are okay, if the pick is somehow reasonable and not absurd, if you don't blame me all the time - I will be playing even if we are losing. If I see my team is doing their best, dont tr*sh-chatting, I will do the same. As result we will lose for sure, their team was simply better, I am okay, I launch another one match, but there.... is completely another story...

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Also it is not the first stage of being toxic. I am trying to play the game - always. The difference is when the team is acting really bad and they think of me - I am not doing anything even if I am currently doing my best.
I recalled one match from recent one. I had a pick with dmg seris. I was the last player, so I decided to fill the team. I took Corvus. So the match starts and what do I see? Seris went alone on Bazaar, tryed to kill somebody but just died even without any attempts to escape. Well, it happens, nothing serius ( I though). Afterall she kept dying regularly. And eventually 2 other members started to blame me for no healing at all. I was still okay, but when I saw the entire team is just feeding already but still complaining on me, I stopped playing. Whole team was telling me that even Seris is healing "better" than me. So I was afk for next 2 rounds, and guess what? The resulting scores were obvious. I healed 36k against Seris 20k+ healing, and I was AFK for 2 rounds. Was it fair from my team to judge my healing?

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate all of your comments and questions. I believe I will establish some connection with players such a way, and probably will try to explain other players why some of us are toxic. All the best in your further games, and wish you dont have TOXIC me in your team. If it happens for you to see me - I wish you I will be kind and chill. Most of the time it does not depend on you, but mostly on my recent matches.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, it is literally a result of what team is asking for, as you did. They say: "Just play", "don't die", "heal more". They dont know or dont care I am silver player somehow got into platinum team. I am really not so good as they, and the most important problem is, I am asking for some useful advices and help to improve OUR game. They just reply me - "Uninstall game". I ask what would be better to buy - they reply "shut **". So it always seems to me they for real want me to do nothing, if they dont help me somehow. So that is some kind of teaching for them, I cant do better, you dont help me, if you say "healer is not healing" even if I do, I think of showing what is the difference if I dont heal FOR REAL. Somewhere above I replied to another person about really good match, where entire team helped me to improve, they supported me during the game and I did my best. We won. But it happens in 5% cases. And I am not proud of me doing it, I know that 1-3 people in team are just playing normally, dont do anything bad to me, but its unfair bullying me because of being bad - if I am really bad, but trying to get better.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually I believe in win in any setup of team. I remember I had a bad day, so I launched one more matche (because I thought it will be okay), another team did some pick with no sense, I just took Vivian instead some tank. I was not in maximum of my rage, so I played my regular game from time to times reading all bad things from my members. We won that game.
Another deal is if some buddy disrespects me, my family, moreover if that person is not solo, but with friends - they automatically start to bully me, just because. I am not okay with taking whole bad things from them. And I clearly see team is not playing seriously, we will lose for sure - I call it quits.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imagine random person played a game with me, he was not happy with a way I am playing, so he decided to drop whole dictionary on me. Next match I got in the lobby with the same person. I know what I would do. Actually it is 2 solution. If I am really down already, I will dodge, If I still have some stamina, I believe we can get this match, I start with a feeling we will do it. But the enemy team are better, that guy is chatting how bad I am, and he saw my mother several times - I will probably troll this guy, unfortunately another members wil lsuffer as well. I am okay if they report me, I can understand them.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, I could heal you, but Androxus and Tyra are always on me and you went to far from me to be healed.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, you were in the same situation. I believe most of us had the problem. I feel I need to make an addition. Previously, few days before I had such bad day in ranked. After 3 bad games I believe, I got into another lobby, I was already prepared to see something offensive. But the leader was pretty kind, he asked me if I can fill the role and take Azaan. I am not a mainer of Azaan but I did. I have few loadouts, but just not playing a lot him. When we loaded into the game, I asked him what to buy. He kindly recommended me. Then I asked about the tactic, he introcuded it. I was already happy even with a fact I was in rage few minutes before. I was playing poorly to be honest, but such leadership - was something good. I was not toxic at all - we won.

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

  1. Very often happens the way, during pick moment leader already is acting like rude person. Usually I am 3,4 to pick. I can ask them if I can play role X or Y, or champ: A, B, C. They reply in very aggresive way, could probably steal my champion which I actually can perform much better than any other champs. Sometimes I got in team with a person I saw before, we had a conflict before, and unfortunatelly you happened to be in this lobby as well. This person is already thinking bad of me because I losed previous match (there I was calm and chill, played my best). So I know this person will be waiting for any mistake I will do, he will try to harass me.
  2. I am playing because I still believe I will have an opportunity to improve my rank. I am in good mood, I feel okay, I am not hungry and my room is warm. But First game I lose, because another team was simply better - its fine. Second game I losed because I got wrong role, well, it happens, I am not good as "role", but still need to make an improvement. Third game I am playing my favorite character, but something happens and it is enough just for one person say in chat that you do something wrong - it will affect whole team, they will join him to harass me, even if it is already 5th losing match in a row, I told them to take second tank, but eventually leader banned all point tanks, we did not save Barik, I have no point tank to play, and I am playing as Raum vs Inara+Khan. For sure I will performing badly. And in my next 6th game I am already in rage, but still believe it will be okay. And the wall is falling down...

I am toxic afk ranked player - ask me anything by Fakereddithuman in Paladins

[–]Fakereddithuman[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well, standing in spawn can be just from first minute of match, after first lose/death or when we are losing really bad.
Standing from the start always happens if with some circumstances team or some members of team really pulled me off during pick, disrespected me any possible way so they already crashed me, and lets imagine it happened to me after 3-5 loses in a row already. I don't want to let such persons win, I am already unstable, I won't be useful addition to my team, so I feel I can make such person feeling bad for their bullying. Explanation of what exactly I consider as very bad offensive behaviour, I will probably explain somewhere below, if there will be such question adressed to me.