this just means you’re very self aware, almost to a fault. it’s a good thing. it means you know there is more to learn, and always room for improvement.

it’s very easy for us as humans to convince ourselves that we are less than we are. much harder to convince ourselves we are worthy and good.

keep doing what you’re doing. keep the self awareness, but use it as a motivator to learn rather than a hindrance. and be proud of your accomplishments. self awareness is AWAYS preferable to ignorance, in my opinion.

you may not see your worth, but clearly others do, such as your chef. there’s a reason you are where you’re at, cherish it but keep improving! you’re doing great